Making Progress..

I feel that I am starting to take a "birds eye view" into myself on all dimensions. I have had a situation with a friend that I thought was a friend of the light with myself. I even felt this was a situation that was really being set forward to accomplish "new horizons with". I have come to a place that I now am able to view this as my higher self having a connection with this person on a soul level but humanly we do not have a connection in this lifetime to remain in suit. I have remained out of feeling guilty, and having been manipulating myself to remain for this is how the light would work. I did not feel good in it and I had to make many excuse for this person and continually help them up and re-aligned them back in spirit. This was very draining and time consuming which was true restraint for all of us. This person included. I broke down last night feeling with myself and was really unable to "see" clearly and really started questioning myself on many aspects of spiritual growth. Why would I feel this one way? Why did it seem right? How would God allow this to continue when I have been really working hard at growth? Not in the sense of pushing anything to grow but just really being very aware at all times.

This morning now, has a whole new perspective for me that I came to on my own. I Now know that many situations will come in and it is up to us to really pay attention at all costs. DISCERN such a small word with a HUGE meaning to it. Not in any fear based way but inorder for our enlightenment to continue of the highest purest manner. The ladder that we climb with many stops in between. Grow, stop, look, and listen, grow, stop, look and listen once again.
much to contemplate and just work through with great meanings ...
angel hugs,
-Donna

Accepting All..

How do we know when the right atmosphere of knowledge is being given is always the Truth. I sense that many especially a few people in the last 12 months I have come to have known and are able to see many of shades of colors and shapes that seem to have been lost in a herd of sheep. I know why I am able to stand on a pillar such as I do when I have a true sense of agility. One cannot know the whole if they do not experience it on their own and are always out looking to be recognized by a so called leader. They follow even when they really believe they are not. This is such a "huge" learning experience for me to see and really begin to see why I ma different.
I have seen many use the terms"new age" as it is a language I presume of some sort I am not aware of exactly what that term means. And have no desire to resonate with it. I have been following the growth within my own chambers of self. My soul requires this and nothing else is acceptable. When a door opens for it may be a way for you to understand how to benefit from showing yourself the way through.

I have seen as today to be a quiet but, intensive "playground" for me to include the mishaps of what truly has fermented to quite a spill. I know that many times the words I speak may not make sense of the surface to someone who is passing through but just the same would have to continue on with them. This is my language the language that I CAN relate too and make with the knowledge that has the key that has been turned to open. I am very aware of the True intentions to speak with the tongue that has invited many to be very exclusive at times. I can see through the many colors of the coat and when that happens it will allow you to discover what it is that you will need to do next. The ability once again to show love and be loved and enter into a kingdom is not of this world in essence of what we are use too. We think it is in the way of what we have been shown but it is truly not. It is light of a soul entwining that is not seen with any eye. But of the Truth of who we are.
angel hugs,

Cycle Changes

I have noticed this day of a cycle change. I find when I may go through a menstrual cycle, I also change more humanly/spiritually as well. A subject that we tend to avoid at times:) I am getting that we are at a brink of something on the etheric fields that will manifest in the physical form very soon. I also see the word"healing" changes as well. I think that we will be passing a stage of that to be no longer needed. In such terms. A lot of yesterday is old today to me. I cannot look at tomorrow, just right now this point in time. I have gone through this week so far only Wednesday many substantial shifts. I have looked at many aspects of myself in many dimensions and angles. Not purposely but just simply out of learning more about me. I have been able to shower myself with quietness for a bit, but getting to a soon to be cheerful party time. We all need them time to time..Not in the same manner as we have before.

Isabella is crying a lot this morning from feeling within her, as I recognize the tears not just as tears but as fu-filament for her today. She is now resting peacefully in her crib for a morning nap:)
I shall see what unfolds soon enough:)

Cont..Turning the Beat Around

Well as I just published the posting this AM, The 2 That I had written yesterday appeared, How do you like that:) I guess it needed to be out today instead of yesterday..

I have not even had my eyes open this morning for 30 minutes yet, and I had a tug to write, I usually only write when The desire strikes and I get pushed too. I had been starting to accumulate many feelings that seem to be drawing an actually reality for me. Marco and I have been planning to open a business outside of what he has already and allow the energy to come together in a sense of direction. We have felt it intensely more lately, not just a everyday Business, average money making sense feeling, but a really true heart desire Built on Truth, and not attached to anything of the "old". We have been both having the same feelings, and have been able to look at this with different eyes. Our children have been as well making comments and living a really different way these days all on their own. Even the baby Isabella has become a 7 month old based on a really different reality. It has allowed us to witness the new reactions to foods, and how she does not like food, any type,organic,down to our big peoples organic food..She refuses I understand her settings on this very clearly. She will not just put things in her system if it is not needed.
I will have to see how the rest of the morning goes inorder to share some more of the process of today:)
love this day filled with great emotion of my Angels.
angel hugs,

Turning the Beat Around..

I had written 2 Blogs yesterday and each time I went to publish them they did not go through. Funny, How when something is meant to get out but, yet not reach on a eye level it will not..Laws of Truth and Divine of the High. My day yesterday was filled with many "splinters"and there is a very huge one that is just making it's way through. I had seen the light finally yesterday after many hours of introspection, I just love to do that when I am right in the midst of the "so called growing pain" I made many attempts to remain in "my space" but I kept getting shifted out to another spot. Funny how that just automatically happens.. The bigger the picture the more you purify and your soul-birth just keeps comming forward. I feel very edgy and racey, my body just has so much to do, yet I cannot seem to do what I set out too. So along with the flow I go..

Giddy Up And Go..

Wow! I had awoken this am to a full blown moving feeling. I need to move myself as I cannot sit still, I have to move my residence as I feel it is time, I have to just keep moving. I am really edgying to just jump out of my own skin. I have found the soul-birth within that is wanting to just keep me focused on what is Truth, and what is vibrating with me. I have seen so many indications that a True presence such as the many being of light are really spending a lot of time just assisting and preparing with us. A "splinter" has lodged it's way in and half out on my whole family today. I see this as a recovery of what we have just been introduced too. I have a lot of feelings that seem to come in and just go right out. My whole life is revolving around just the benefits of manifestations that are being witnessed.

Can this really be a time of self discovery, making noises that are quite becoming. I have been able to speak in tongues a few times as it came in and went out. But this "noise" is a sound that is nothing of which I have heard before. It does not sound like any sounds I ever heard before.

I am in a seclusion with many happens that are quite apparent once we shut out the outside chatter. I have to purify by remaining in my own space. This has been a growing pattern for me for about 3 years now, and it has become so much easier and I do allow this to become apart of MY LIFE. I just make arrangements and accommodations to allow myself to "be" within this setting. I always go back out after my time of alignment is settled in. I have become aware and am able to really Trust this to be what is needed for me. My sensitivity to energy has allowed me to discern much clearer and wider. It has taken bumps around a few times to become able to steer better.

I have passed through many doors, Needing to Heal, needing to "see" needing to use the gifts that have been bestowed, being able to balance the system, Right now I am at the calm and collective door, which has shown me just to listen and be ready to move again soon. Not on the actual outside but inside of the vessel.
angel hugs to all,

Jumping over the Hurdle

GoodMorning Sunshine, I had such a restless night,I had felt as if I have been every where and no where. If that makes any sense:) I have intergration of energy to do it's own thing ..And with that it moves everything around within. I can view this over haul from a window but not yet connected in just yet. I have been having a huge desire to reach out to like minded people. Really connect with those that can reallt sit right next to me. Not so much for company, Just to intergrate together. Ihave really noticed alot of people speaking with words that do not resonate with me at this time. It happens quite alot where they will be sharing their stories and I feel so far away from them. I have to really allow myself to sink in and "feel" whether it is for me or not. I have noticed how I have become Divine being living in a human expereince. My abilities have been really powering themselves up. As I have been growing the bestowed Gifts have been allowing me to become a True powerful being. It feels so good to really understand where that is all comming from. I fade in and out fo it. I remember to forget in one breathe. Just to remember again. One thing I have been discovering is that I AM the only one that can do this soul-birthing. I enjoy one I am urged to peek around to listen to others growth patterns, but yet I do have to make the finally steps all by myself. And that feels really great:) and conflicting at times as well.

Today my whole family has awoken with huge "splinters" I with a sore throat, Lorenzo with a swollen hand which he did not injure, Isabella with dots all over with rash a connected. Klarissa with a attitude of mood to bite our heads off and cough, and My loving spiritual companion with feeling spacey and floating. We are all intergrating our bodies at once. so funny how we are all connected..But we all know that this is a sure sign we are making progress and new things will once again appear. They have been appearing now so fast. I can barely hang on when they do.

The sun is truly shinning but the shine I do see is within my heart of the fame that is polishing up the impurities that have rose to transcend out to the universe.
angel hugs to all:)

Message In a Bottle

Be the change you wish to see in the world - Gandhi
I realize that the body is not separate from the mindAs I let go my old attitude toward my bodyI appreciate the influence of the spirit and soulAnd I embrace my body and my entire selfMy body is a reflection of my thoughtsAs I give myself positive affirmationsI release my negative emotions and thoughtsAnd I let my body be healed as well as my mindI am forgetting that I am not my diseaseAnd that I can stop the disease to pleaseI am not my mistakes and my failuresAnd I am not my past and my painsI am awakening from my illusionsI fear and I choose not toI suffer and I choose not toI am sick and I choose not toI am willing to get better and healI am lifted above the areas of my painI am rising beyond my sufferingI am releasing my desperationI understand and accept my insecuritiesI feel compassion toward my painsI surrender my terror for it is not realI surrender my fear as I surrender all thingsI open my heart, my soul and my bodyI know the strength and the power of faithI feel the process of cleansing andI welcome the miracle of healingMay every cell of my body be healthyMay every feeling of my soul be radiantMay every thought of my being be vibrantMay every action be aligned with loveI accept my imperfections asI release my fears and doubtsI invite a healing light asI become illumined and lightI trust the process and the journeyI receive peace and calmnessI learn from my mistakes andI also learn from happinessI wish to be released from the painI want to rise up joyful and strongI will be born anew into healthAnd into happiness, peace and loveI am aware of the need to forgiveI am grateful for the opportunity to growI am confident that I will succeedI am expecting my freedom and healingI listen well to my bodyI follow my intuitionI find all the knowledge andI apply all the insightsI search for the lessons withinI release all shame and blamingI let go of all false thinkingI let myself be free and happyI cast out all the impuritiesFrom my body, heart and soulI do my best to fill myself with loveI expect a miracle with relaxed anticipationI am my own best doctor and advisorI am a catalyst for healingI am a producer of healthI am a creator of happinessThank you for my healing bodyThank you for my gentle soulThank you for my strong spiritThank you for the chance to healI am willing to be enlightened asI am blessed with this wisdomI deserve to be healthy and happy andI claim my perfect health againI am ONE and I am LOVING.I am HERE and I am NOW.I am HEALED and I am WHOLE.Thank YOU. Let it Be! And SO IT IS!
prayer for healing - darina stoyanova

I have awaken today to another degree of Truth. I do not have to follow anyone and have anything make a way into the way The truth is being designed within for me to see. I came here with an ability to heal and make certain that I remain on a path of honesty. I have been feeling less tolerant to anything that seems off balance or not in alignment to my energy. Funny, I went to the place that I usually go to check in to see if any of the feelings that I am feeling are being felt by Karen I really resonate with her very sensitive energy.www.whatsuponplanetearth.com and low and behold there it was once again. Just makes one feel good and relaxed now seeing "yes"
Another is seeing,feeling, and knowing too. I had 3 full days this week of pure bliss and happiness and completeness, but usually after that I have been able to be aware that There is another moment of Lull or confusion to follow. I had felt as if I had a huge pile of sand of"light" dumped in my body in about 3 piles. Huge amounts.It was unreal. I knew that it had to be distributed in area of my body now. I was not aware how that actually would all come together yet. I also had this extreme connection feeling with Jesus inside as if he was just standing next to me and waiting for me to just "get it" today. His presence was just loving and had a sense of humor attached to it. I knew today some how I was to "learn" something important. It has been comming in slowly today. I am getting ready to move soon, not sure where and how and so on.. But, I do know it is ready for me to make a commitment to this and just say the word. As I prepare for the next in stillness and love.
angel hugs to all my beautiful beings of Truth and Love.

Standing and Observing

I am standing and really feeling very odd. As I am looking around myself today what is around me..I question? I am sure that it is another one of those alignments into the groove. Getting ready to get into the spot that is required for me to be once again.. I am of Love within myself for Today is another one of those acknowlegements of self.

I feel closer to the "being" inside of me. The knowledge that seems to be releasing alot these days. If I could look at it deeper it would really appear deeper. More than one could handle right now. I know this path has choosing itself with my guidance. I see me just alittle more less tempted to follow anything at all. I have all that "kingdom" setting itself free with all that it is suppose to be. I am closer today.