What is known to be, Just is..

Collectable feelings that seem to wither to and from the center of the universe. I am seeing through my own introspection and reflection of what I a prepared to change and allow to be changed. There are people that i have intertwined with and have seen what kind of energies that are in duality of self. examples

I had met someone and we had a casual relationship and I had already known that it would only go so far and it would only take me to a place of what i was willing to endure and recognize. I am explaining this with my full intent to not be in judgment but of correctiveness of self and worth.
I had seen from her a control factor, with having to know everything and lead everything to some division. I also seen that risk that was not being taken in full and complete Trust. Having to let go for her of control was and still is an issue. I also had seen that it was covered with falseness of not loving herself. This was all in the beginning of our connection. Now, I have been away from the energy, I still see from a distance control and having to have some part in an excursion that I am apart of in a round about way, Pushed her way in with not the right intent, but rather control and wanting to be recognized for something. I am off the side lines watching it all play out and witnessing and learning as a student from this all. I may humanly not like the circumstances, feeling as if that all seems very off balance and not aligned with Spirit for the right reasons. Yet I see everyone is a catylst for someone and earns a degree of empathy and gratitude from all of the above. Taking chances to serve another in a way of illusions seems to be not what we have set out to do at first , as times seems to dwindle on and upward we learn to serve the highest of greatness within one another.
We have a right to not get involved with things and situations that do not serve us any longer and make us feel "off" yet if we turn that around and make it a learning experience and create a theme to it that will take away any negative concept that seems to make it balanced.
Just love this new look into a planner of self. and make it fit what our needs are.
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June 21 "The Day"

Not always as we plan it and not all as it seems. But we are sure making things happen and watching through an incredible stained glass of different shapes and colors. Want more than go for it. want less than go for that as well. It is all yours for the the decisions are based on where you reside. "Come to my window, stand beside me and watch me grow". I love that:) Make a wish and make it with strong intentions of purpose, passion, desire. Or plan it out and stand with that setting, it is all up to you. I choose to just go....just be...just never look back...just take myself to the next level with gratitude of excitement...Make t free and make it with everything I have inside. I do not need anyone to show me... Neither do you....You do not need a random coach or a human guide to make it all work out for you ..You have it you can use it .. you can love it... I do
Solstice make it the Day forever.....I AM I AM I AM I AM I AM ..

Peek into 11's Soul

Does one believe that all can be had at once and you can really participate in a "Have it all Journey"I AM a living proof. I have had since 2000, one,two,three, and on and on it goes treasures presented to me. I will begin today with my Journey into the center of the 11's soul and what transpired for me on every escapade. I had been married for 11 years and had been with my former husband four years prior so that was a total of 15 years with Frank. I was 24 when I married and I had a child the next year. A brillant little girl Klarissa Marie what a sight for heavenly eyes... I felt happy I had more than most had in the beginning but, Felt there was more inside , more of a taste of life more of Truth and passion. I felt bored I was a stay at home mommy with many ideas brewing and kept busy with interior decorating and fell upon a business opportunity that was blooming with a CEO of a company, International Polymer Technologies. This woman had 2 sides to a spectrum a business typhoon and a under handed crook..imagine double edged sword very common:) But, there was a connection with her a strong one and not sure exactly where and why ??? and she really believed in me as if she knew me forever and ever especially for her company, she had a million dollar company wih many explicit vendors. from Estee Lauder to David Davidorff. Landing one deal on top of another and she wanted me to represent her under her wing..exciting yes, but, yet felt that connection as a door opening to a twilight zone..I designed in a huge barn in a rural area as a hidden unknown secret being kept. We began to hire others to join in and design as well. Yet, I was still bored, and felt I should be happy and thrilled with the ride I am on, a wife, and mother, Time drifted on and upward and I had a so so relationship with my family, we had our disagreements but yet we always seemed to mend those fences alittle broken but yet worth fixing. 4 years later I had a little boy, I said by 30 I should have another one for Klarissa to have a sibling. Was I ready? I do not think I was ever ready just followed the beat of the way, Lorenzo was born on Halloween 1996 at 11:11pm. I said to myself that time seems significant or it really represents something, Where does that fit into something? Felt a huge connection to that number. Still at that time just moved on and upward.. Lorenzo cried for 2 years due to reflux and an uncomfortable sense of who he was, little did I know a cry for the world. A cry for peace and much much more, now today I see what it all correlates too.. I still was married and he worked relentless hours and days and we just faded out, like a vibrant color being washed out. We put on our masks of happiness and contentment but, I could tell I needed to move out of the space some how. I will make a jump here into a different light so bare with me, and will weave my way back into the story. My Gifts as I know them today had always been with me, I had a strong sense or desire to always feel what others felt. Either going through or what they felt at the moment. I could see past the issues and always felt a sense of panic. I just knew things not just things.... but, people not justin this lifetime, but from other ones... What was I????? where did I come from? Am I real ???or am I just made up as a character in a show? I always had a presence around me, a band wagon of high spirited souls. "Troopers" and they would calvary around me as in a family atmosphere. They were my family. Yet who AM I ? The year 2000 was a year that changed my life forever. I lost everything and my sanity too. My marriage, my home, my family, my area of living, my friends, a whole new location of life opened. I felt dispare, and confused,Yet the part of me that had that very soul connection to all the band of spirited souls "pushed" me up the hill. Not just alittle but literally catapulted me into a new life. A new everything. I landed in Florida, with no one and nothing ..Not even a Job with the 2 young children. I had been a stay home mommy, designing at leisure not having too. I had to now become what I most disliked. I had to find a nitch a block of some sort. Where and how? no friends,or family a lost situation. I had to make leaps and have a whole lotta faith. Did my faith in what I belived should always be fail me? Maybe...Or did I already plan all this out on a soul level? maybe... But I made it through the rain, rain of tears on all levels. happy, sad, joy, anger, I had began my "real journey" into the heart of what I know today as the True Divine Donna. Just when I thought it was all over and I had lost everything. The dawn of a New Age for me.

Seeing Between the"Lines"

I had been in line and beginning to move once again slowly as I am being prompted to catch my breathe from the Energy that has moved me once again to a "knowing how to create space"
I had to listen very closely to what it is that is happeninga round me as The Angels make way fro the brand new every scenerio once again. I am exhausted the last week with towering wall of understanding and excitement attached . This is a Grand Time to really begin to view this whole situation as I call it so very closely. I am going to share with you what the heck is happening, I am blown away with such gratitude and completeness. My WHOLE disposition has changed to a softness and just a true "not really worried or have any judgments or frustrations other than the simple minded ones. I truly AM letting go. of what once may have served me and had been apart of me. Avery dear friend had sent out a email this week introducing a Master Cleanse that had been working so wonderfully. I was feeling as If I wanted to really delve deep into this sector this week to wipe out the last of the residue that wants to go and I want to go with a full honroing of why it came as far as it did. If anyone is interested in this I would say this is absolutely wonderful to do to clear space in the mind and body and soul..
simple as ABC... It contains organic lemons or limes, grade B maple syrup, cheynne red pepper, spring or filtered water. see how beautiful and simple..between 3-6 glasses a day and you are off to a clearer view.. no food though just that.. easy and go..
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Speaking of..

I suppose the best way to start this edition of a theory is to dive right in and just spill the beans:)

Channeling is a very important dedication and one would have to know whether it was the ego speaking or is it actually energy that is resumed by angels the voice of the higher self. I do always completely shut off my own ignition when I am running with the flame. I have to allow my connection to complete it's way through to the heart. Many times I recognize it because I have been apart of it for so long it is a loving feeling. No hard at all to filter through. actually quite exciting and refreshing when it appears in full force. I enjoy when I am at home with my "family" they have a place that is such a soft composite of really enjoyable threads. I have enriched my soul there many times to complete a spiritual venture. It is frolic with a deep sultering pitter patter. Just love when they brong through these cutie words and surround me in a song of bliss. Did I lose you there?? lol
I set you into a place filled with excessive feelings of gorgeous emerald healing energy..
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