~ Gifted11's Soul Adventures ~

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Oppositions or not?

Do not oppose anyone or anything that does not fit into your mold of what "you" feel they should be like. This only always us a great deal of more waiting to be obtained by that. Everyone has their own preconceived notion of what they are suppose to do or what they are here to do. This is needed inorder to grow. This is probally the most important lesson that you will be tested against more times than not. I am finally aware of why many things have happened to me and why it was important to hang in there even more. This has been a challenge for me to stay with. I am really good at pushing away, I am not always open to many new ideas when they are presented to me at first. I feel I know better, I know how that works already an dmostly I do not need help with it. Spirit has really took this to great levels with me in the last day this has been something I have learned all on my own. And I am elated by it now. I am really learning what it is to walk and talk the real talk. Treat eachother as a fine tune instrument with many new levels of music to be played from the inner heart. Play that tune for me so I can learn from it.
angel hugs

Monday, May 29, 2006

Your inner light

Your inner light has another benefit as well,because it can extinguish the dross from each experience that comes from you. when your outward manifestation counteract your joy you can picture the mistakes the pain all burning in the incinerator within your mighty flame.You have this powerful heart center as Gods gifts during your earthly Path... to guide you to manifest for you and to clear you of any wreckage along the way.. Place your wise hand in the creator as it is held so dearly and You become one again within that kingdom within.

angel hugs

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Just when you think......


All the healing is complete. You put the lid on the pot of soup all is ready...
Than here comes another taste to be had once more. Letting go of the guilt that sets in has it's ups and down and ins and outs. Hurting another is not always seen at first with your own eyes. or even thoughts. You take a look at the very minute you feel set free and think all is okay with that situation. Until one moment later it appears at your door step wanting to be recogized and even taken in for you to make peace with that feeling. Make the settings better and the picture better allow the lens to be tweeked a bit for the vision to be really clear.

Ask these questions aloud, Are you sorry?? really sorry for the pain that has been caused. Did you not think that it had ached anothers heart and maybe it wasn't all in the best interest of anyone but the ego. Maybe the ego wanted to have a day in the lime light enough to allow this lesson to surface for you to learn from this one. It hurt alot and it made not sense at first until you really looked deep and hard at it in the face that looked like the person you once knew. That is you and it is the very fragment that has learned this now and it has allowed you to be clear the slate once again perfect for all to see once again in a new light..

Trust that now all is in perfect order and no one will be harmed at all by the truly perfected situation that has embedded itself enough of the truth .. I feel being courageous and allowing yourself to be loved from a place that has never been touched is the willingness to be walking this life with all that you have ever dreamed.

Dream big..
angel hugs,
-Donna

Friday, May 26, 2006

Making New Space


Take the time right at this moment to not be in control. Letting go of control in your life will allow you the placement to create a much enriched life full of happiness. When you have your mind completely controlled with thougths and all the figuring outs, This makes blocks and also does not let you free-flow your energy. You can do this as easy as you want or as hard as you want this is all up to you and what you desire in your energy fields.

This week has made me examine myself in a very deep level, I do like going in and getting my hands dirty"so to speak" I love cleaning out the closets and cobb webs. I have old programs running and they are almost completely done for good. I have seen them at the very end of the reel. all metaphoric. I do believe unless we allow and give ourselves the intent to completely do a over haul we never will get everything purified and shiney.

I have made life changes to treat myself to a new beginning. I know there are many that would really enjoy a new beginning and they can make that happen with no cost to anyone. I have seen the doors that open and a new space to walk down as a clean free open pasture. These rocky moments have allowed me to build tolerance to great things that are happening. Back up and move the car around the block. Park differently make a new space for yourself and enjoy that new space I am .
angel hugs,,
-Donna
Take the time right at this moment to not be in control. Letting go of control in your life will allow you the placement to create a much enriched life full of happiness. When you have your mind completely controlled with thougths and all the figuring outs, This makes blocks and also does not let you free-flow your energy. You can do this as easy as you want or as hard as you want this is all up to you and what you desire in your energy fields.

This week has made me examine myself in a very deep level, I do like going in and getting my hands dirty"so to speak" I love cleaning out the closets and cobb webs. I have old programs running and they are almost completely done for good. I have seen them at the very end of the reel. all metaphoric. I do believe unless we allow and give ourselves the intent to completely do a over haul we never will get everything purified and shiney.

I have made life changes to treat myself to a new beginning. I know there are many that would really enjoy a new beginning and they can make that happen with no cost to anyone. I have seen the doors that open and a new space to walk down as a clean free open pasture. These rocky moments have allowed me to build tolerance to great things that are happening. Back up and move the car around the block. Park differently make a new space for yourself and enjoy that new space I am .
angel hugs,,
-Donna

Monday, May 22, 2006

Counter Productive

At last the single most intimate details seems to falling at our fingertips. Unlike having many circumstances rule your understanding. I hope you were able to understand the first 2 sentences or they rang true for you. I do get that alot where I do my prayer work in the morning and give many thanks to my higher self and everything that is attached and than" boom" I get these phrases or messages that seem to spill right out. I do not always know right in that moment what they mean until I open myself up to the higher understanding.

This makes one sometimes ignite the internal fame that seems to wither down at times. I am looking forward to a very new project that seems to be taking place within me. I am not quite sure exactly what that means yet, But I have had repetitous notions that seems to just keep showing up at my soul door. New is a great sign for me right now as I am stepping into new shoes, and that is at first to be honest alittle scary, Yet as I turn that key word around "scary" into exciting adventure that allows more of a free flow of energy to submit in. Healing has been working all weekend for me, I have had some blocks having to do with Love, I have wanted to feel Love in a more pronounced way, deeper levels, and in doing so I have acknowledged that Love in the heart chakra requires to clear many levels that seem to have caked debri and old ways of thinking and painful hurts that have stayed in there for so long. Do you ever notice the way you feel when you love? Do you really love intensely or do you just feel as if it is apart of you and it is Lacking something more inside? I have for a long time, Ihave wanted to love longer without conditions, I have wanted to Love harder and more passionately, I have wanted to Love from a very unconditonal spot within. We can change the very core of who we are with just a flip of the switch, yes it is completely so.. Yet there is a degree of complete get down and dirty roll up your sleeves, and get moving that si required for this work to take place. You would have to get to a palce of surrendar that is a definite and know now you will have to let go all that you believed inorder to make these new changes stick, this takes a great deal of work, sometimes even alittle "ouch" feeling inside..
Making changes is not easy at first at all, it is a passion that is continous, you cannot start, stop and make it happen when it is convient it is a all or nothing task. This is a day and night and night and day shift into consciousness. You want Love and Truth in it than you have to start doing the work, and really acknowledge what it is that you want to be apart of. I will not tolerate anything in my life that is upsetting to me, I will not tolerate many things any longer it is just enough to set me off balance enough for me to really look at what needs to be shifted inside of myself what is looking to be cleared away and acknowdged. Many passge ways will open up once you make that committment. This is your choice and you are the only one that can make a difference.
My guidance has been really making "known" to me that I need to really utilize the what I know and make things happen. Pushing through as giving birth. Somtimes it is painful and alot to digest all at once. Yet it is beautiful as well .. So it may take me a few hours, days, weeks to get through it.
Journey... Ah YOu have to love it:)

Friday, May 19, 2006

Hello



I feel as if I want to start today looking into the hour glass and just share. Intending to make a point in here I am sure. Been away from keen for 2 1/2 years full time has allowed me time to really understand what my life purpose is and what I am aimed at right now too. I was a spiritual messenger who wanted more than anything to use the wisdom and visions that I have to enlighten and help others on their path. I had become focused dearly on helping and assisting others I became overly drained and being a empath that in itself is draining. but, when you have people coming to you hurt, depressed, confused, lonely, with ailments, parenting help, financial help, business help, I take everyone of these seriously and give 110% of what I have to be able to come up with the best and the clearest answers. That requires lots of balance and good health for me. This has been hard for, I also have missed all my clients many of them I have had a family sense with and felt as if my hands had been tied from using my abilities to help them any further for this period.. This was a time for me to be in a seculsion/sabbatical stage and This as I know now had been neccassary on many levels. No matter what I tried to do to get back, I just could not. This became harder and harder for me to accept, Than I just gave up and let go.I had too..

That was the Theme all along that I just had a hard time doing, I learned a huge lesson and now have a greater understanding that no matter what happens all is in Divine Order. I am now riding again making my way back in with "new perspectives" and with greater details that relate to the soul itself no longer just to human mind and desires and wants. I have answers that will make some impact if the person will allow it. I cannot and will not ever force anyone on my beliefs. It take courageous steps and leaps for anyone to change perceptions. We all have to walk many steps and we all have to incorporate many new concepts and we all have to feel every emotion and interupt it the way we each need too for each person is very different on what they need in that moment. Even though we are all connected we are all different. Jumping Junipers we are making great progress and we are setting ourselves in motion even if you cannot see it yet. This alone is vibrating you !!and you do not even know it, This is not a written invitation for you to be invited in, you are always there and apart of the grander scheme here. You are playing you role just perfectly, guess what you do not have to play that one anymore:))) The play is over and you have done a great job me too:::))) Now we are to just be who we are and make things happen. manifestation is a given, affirmations are you, You make it all come true now. I am not kidding not making this stuff up, blowing air to boost you or gain anything..This is all True.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Acceptance-(Self Acceptance)


Wow!! Self Acceptance is a place that I am really applying a lot of my energy at right now. This is indeed a prime example of what it is to break free from any chains that hold me back. I had been channeled as this is a place where you want to get in and really observe and "feel" how it is to endure the feelings that are wrapped right in there. I am not able to hide to anything and anyone. This is what is needed to progress and make real deal changes , change that O-mighty perspective in detail so I can evolve closer to my soul self. No one said we have to speak in such "high maintance" language and use such impossible terms to shed light and make our way to the inner kingdom. It is suppose to be fun as well not just all "proper like" and be up tight and stuffy.Who am I kidding :) If we are going to become one in our own soul self we need to be comfortable in our own skin and know that it is a narrow path but!!! and I say this powerfully, Do we need to act like a scholar and show off and knock down others in the process...No Way This ascension was designed to gravitate to our True Self with Heaven energy and allowance to all beginnings with simple terminology.. not speak in riddles so we can go mad trying to resonate..if we have to try to resonate than guess what it is not vibrating with me..This is all about self acceptance, taking no prisoners so to speak..lol being real and enlightened with being able to speak my mind and know that every experience is needed like a bag of tools that I am carrying with me in my time of Loving myself and hating myself this duality is sure needed for all this. There are many particles of me and they all need to be in a rattling stage at times so things will shake loose and break away the part that is not needing to hang on any longer. I am wearing my badge of acceptance tonight and allowing it to shine and saying my I AM ACCEPTED all the way home.. I am not afraid to walk this road and be as it may this will only make me wiser and this will open doors that have been there just needed to have my perception shifted. It is not always easy to look in that mirror the inner mirror and the outer mirror. I would act as if it was not even present and go on and about. Time has come to now embrace a hold of the pain that has crept in and enjoyed it's time and had served what ever purpose it had been there. This is going to be easy because I have announced to my Self that I do want the easier path and I am not needing to remain in the hurt any longer for another moment. 2 steps forward and 1 back is just fine it is still movement. Forward as always:)
angel hugs,

Stillness



When I write I do so in what inspires me in the moment. I am shedding some of my skin as I allow myself to reveal what ever it is that is needed to come out. I want to allow myself the freedom to just speak with out any thought that would re-direct me to say something other than what is in that moment. There seems to be a stand still feeling with lots of actvitity on another level. I can see it from an inner distance but, not right in front of me. Right now I have decided to not start any new projects that will require me to really add alot of Donna too. Ideas are inspiring not going to do anything until prompted too. Energetically that is. That push that says "I am just going ahead now". Been really feeling this change that has people either in a state of what is going on and what am I doing? Something feels different and I am making decisions that I did not see comming .. Getting ready for another move to come in soon real soon ..I do believe sooner than we ever thought. The Golden ticket seems to be waving in the wind for those that are aware of it and want to be there., In light of that I am feeling the need to re-discover what it is that has brought me to this position in the first place. Never a dull moment at all always new wonderments that seem to pop up and reveal themselves as treasure or maybe a test of faith. I have allowed these changes to be what they are suppose to be and with that have pulled my perception in and watched it grow much more prevalent to the point that Iam discerning all the time. If something is feeling NO Go than it is not go..I am making that a detector for me to live my life and if i make a mistake at times that is good that is me learning to use it wisely am not mixing the inner world and the outer world right now they need a time apart to combine when the time is for that to happen. I am not going to use any wording here that would make this easier to read because I think we have our own language and that it needs to be implemented more often now. Fragments of self is tearing away inorder to place the exact pieces that are designed for re-building. so to speak.. If there are any questions from anyone here just ask..or share that is ultimately important for you and anyone else walking through. Your words in the most honest and free spirited way is so needed now show who you are your fears your happiness and joy ..all is important past of this journey.. You do not have to be all of love an peace and gratitude...that is pure nonsense to think you or I would have to float on this caravan of euphoric bliss as this is not real either.. Show all sides of yourself and step out behind that pretend sheet...I love ya for who you truly are :)
I love me too Be still

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

A new view on 23rd Psalms


The 23rd Psalm

The Lord is my Shepherd > > That's Relationship
I shall not want > > That's Supply
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures > > That's Rest
He leadeth me beside the still waters > > That's Renewal
He restoreth my soul > > That's Healing
He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness > > That's Guidance
For His name's sake > > That's Purpose
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death > > That's Rebirth
I will fear no evil > > That's Protection
For Thou art with me > > That's Faithfulness
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies > > That's Hope
Thou anointest my head with oil > > That's Consecration
My cup runneth over > > That's Abundance
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life > > That's Blessing
And I will dwell in the house of the Lord > > That's Security
Forever > > That's Eternity!

Activation Running


I have come across today what I do believe is the very connection and purpose that is fufilling itself. I have a number of names and websites to what I believe is a inner portal connection and access to a new found space. Any where from authors, /actress/actors, web design/programming to spiritual artists to the most indigous Healers. This happened in a blink of an eye this afternoon. I am sure this is just the beginning to a great walk in stride with many new outcomes sprouting..If anyone needs anything at all please just ask..

Blessing of a day

Down to Business



I am on a healthy way of life on many levels. I am glad I have realized this at breakfast today. I sat with conversation to Marco and I looked him in the eyes as I was reading an email from a client, I will paste it here for It shares what I have felt as I read this. I have permission to share from my client, I do not usually go beyond just myself reading.

Thank you, Donna - I agree entirely and even the new text you've added to your page, I am so glad to say that I finally understand it now. I didn't a year ago, two years ago - I just wanted predictions, answers...Is he coming back, is he coming back? I had to go this journey and even in that reading you gave me in March 2004, you had mentioned a friend who I would be talking to going through a similar journey. I have two friends in places like this right now - one wants answers, is still very hurt and isn't really open yet to the process...more fighting it and so I can relate to what you say because I was like that myself and I'm sure you have a lot of clients like that. My other friend understands it better and it's kind of fun to see her going through this because she's growing, learning and evolving into a better person. More than anything, I simply can't tell you how grateful I am for you - of all the psychics that I called in the past and the quick fix predictions that ultimately left me disappointed...it was yours that was so different, the spiritual guidance and truth that assisted to get me through. I feel as though I did it on my own, yet I couldn't have done it without you...if that makes sense. You told me of this process, but it was up to me to walk it, work toward it and I still have more work to do...but I am enjoying it and no longer allowing myself to acquaint with the pain like I was doing before. The healing has taken place, but now it is my time to really put forth the effort to fulfill the manifestations that are beginning to blossom in my life. I don't think I need an email reading right now, but would love to call you when you go live on Keen and share with you the wonderful things. There are always the bumps, but I'm learning to deal with those things in other aspects of my life as I did with the situation with Jim - I've learned and able to apply in situations that aren't relationship oriented - that's the neatest thing of all :-) Bella - what an adorable name and could not be more perfect. Bella means beautiful and that she is!!! God is so good to us! I smile every time I see her picture - such a sweetheart!!! I know with your little Bella and the time allowed, not to mention you must be getting emails galore and I did not intend to make this so long, so I understand if you have not the time to respond. I will talk with you on the phone soon, I hope - can't wait to share with you everything :-) It's been 2 years since we spoke, but I feel like a new person today - out with the old energies and attachments, in with the new!!! Much love and appreciation,Lisa
I cried at the very end of this email, For many reasons. I have felt I have run out of being able to go to anyone inorder to get higher guidance, and I have felt how wonderful it must be to have someone to give you a direction to look into. I felt sad in a way that I may never find another who can point me to a door again. I shared with Marco that I am at a road block and I want to go further just not sure how? and who? Marco always tries very hard to come in with wisdom for me. He stated that maybe I needed to take a step back and look at the fact that maybe I was a Teacher and It was time for me to really accept that. I am not sure what I feel from those words yet as they are still swirling around and have not fragmented into a thought of any kind yet. My main concern right now is to get my vessel as clean and pure as my Intention is. I need to clean house. I want to wipe out any debri/sediment that has been built up or left behind for further sweeping. I am taking today this moment to drain out and fill up with pure,clear, energy. many glasses of water and I have been taking a lot of omega 3 and weaning away more from the little amounts of chicken I have been finishing up with. This is a process that been working with when I was ready within myself. I have done this before and had gone vegetarian, You should not do this until you "know" you are ready to work with Spirit within yourself. Forcing it and doing it, because others are, or because you are told will not work long term. It will be a stop and go method. When you "feel" the calling inside and it resonates highly with the performance of your soul "Than" your off and running on your own essence. I just went through a 3 week "dark night" I had been allowing the film that has been caked on to be torn off with great effort of many levels, I have seen so many right now leading people astray and I usually have no tolerance for that, It is beginning to really become a huge issue with me, I see certain people write such huge educated words and manipulate souls to agree with them and use them for there own needs and purposes. I began to fight with my words to them and they tried very hard to manipulate me with using my own"dark night" against me. But when you are in a pure process and everyone goes through there very own in their own way, you always will come out of this with a much more clearer insight. I have an understanding that they will play out their own adversity and will have to look into the mirror very soon, as we are in the most important time of our lives right now. What Ihave been shared through my own channelings is that it is not suppose to be so difficult to understand the Truth it is simple once you pull the layers off. I do Believe that whole heartedly. I have learned a really intense lesson from all of this which works to my advantage and I can share this with others when the time is right :)I had a healing done from Kirael.com on my links it was the most perfect Healing I have ever been through and it has taught me much internally. Would have to say it has touched my soul forever, They are such wonderful souls with reaching perfection within.

Friday, May 12, 2006

The Stage is being set.


I have just decided to start making attempts to start-up my guidance shop again. I am nervous to head back after a long hiatus and getting the need to start back at my power station once again and do what I love the most. Help assist others with direction, and being able to channel once again for some in-put on their path/journey. I never would allow anyone to become addicted to my guidance there are several reasons, 1. I would completely be depleated from energy and 2. they need to gather there own guidance as well. I have set the stage for the gears to get in motion but i need to continue to re-gain my balance right now and let go of what ever is looking to finalize. I do think that we can always get back what we put out as long as we do it with the full capacity of true intentions. Lets get on the easier path and break it in and really begin to use it now.

angel hugs,
Donna


Thursday, May 11, 2006

Useful Resources

I wanted to share these links that I use for guidance. We all could use some from time to time.
www.DavidBower.com
www.kirael.com
www.whatsuponplanetearth.com

www.creatormediator.com
www.consciousone.com/c1cards
www.Gifted11Live.com (that would be me:)
angel hugs,
-Donna

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Eyes Wide Open..




I ask you, in Truth, to free yourself from it all and listen to the sounds between these words...Fear plays a dominating role in our minds. It plagues our cognition and robs us of our rights. Fear can also be ones greatest ally when the ego is hurt. Judgements are based on surface elements that are distinguished by our sense of sight, sound or third dimensional perception. Fear some how tries to convince us that light entering the darkness is futile. Judging is the garment that fear wears. Guilt feeds our fear and kills our spirit. All these are part of our lower natures.Is healing an act or is it a shift in perception? Do you heal your fears? No, instead, we just shift the perception that we have that is based on fear into a perception that is based in the highest Way - that is of Truth. Everyone is capable of walking in Truth but many are not willing to let go of even the things they believe protect them. In order to truly be free, we must not live in fear and loath in guilt.The answer is simple and it is within you right now. But its not at your finger tips nor is it at your eyes judgment point. Its inside, deep within where Light resides below the woed body.All love comes from God. The source of Love is God thyself. Light is the manifestation of God's love. In Light is Truth.

angel hugs,

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Time Away

I have been in a time-out and over-load. I am connected to mother earth and right now this is the Biggest and Hardest alignment and intergration Ihave ever experienced. I am feeling so off task, not connected to anything at all, and unable to attempt to be anything right now. Sleep disturbances, eating patterns sporadic, exhausted one minute and hyper the next,am not able to stay outside for a long period of time, being in water seems to allow some serenity to my body, But the emotional chord is hyped up with some many illusion releasing hard and fast and being pulled out one by one slowly and steady. I am resting as much as possible and I find myself pacing the floors so much information flooding through the center and down pouring with high Truths and collectiveness. Cycles are rapidly changing and tearing apart from the seams. Honor this process and watch what happens next... This is beyond anything one could ever be ready for..
I cannot believe the change and how it has all taken place.

angel hugs