I had shared a message with some people and they are suppose to be "spiritual" and "evolved" and comming from spirit on all levels. I do understand the human side well, I am not asking anyone to be "perfect" because we are all perfect in OUR OWN HIGHER SELVES. I was asking to from them to look deeper and maybe 'SEE" what has been growing. Maybe they are unaware maybe they just don't care and maybe they rather be right. Either way, I wanted to say what I felt needed to be. I do not take it personal as I once would have I understand how some energies I resonate with and others I do not. You do not have to see eye to eye with everyone. I was mocked and disected in a way that I was clearly able to see that each one that had a comment, were gulity of many of what I brought to their attention. One was a woman who has been battling with me since I first began there. She is an older woman and has appeared to many "powerful" and Gifted from a Higher Perspective, but , yet she does not even follow her own guidance. Has lied to me, has treated me not in a spiritual manner at all, I see through her pain and desire to be so much more and wants to fit in and be recognized some how. I do wish her happiness and for her to not "try to attack" me but rather look deeper. That has been my motto lately look deeper, delve deeper, love deeper, Am I a higher power? Absolutely not, I am dedicated though and I want to manifest the very most for my life and, I have been doing that. I wish this for everyone. My words are my words if you choose to see them in a harsh way, than you must look deeper why? It is not about the answers as it is about the questions? Right Questions. I have had many come to me lately more from a Higher perspective. I have no problems with being able to assist others , they come always. The problem is I run out of energy and need to reboot. That is a must. It is very very important to operate from a clear, loving place. The heart knows when you are being True to it. When we shut down our heart we wind up shutting everything off and it can be quite painful on any levels. To get away from the upper portion of this journal, I would like to send wonderful loving rays of light to all that I have offended. My Book, My Spiritual school for children of the "change", My own private clients are all blooming better now, that I have released old habits that were embedded into my "blood stream" I have detached from most outside influence and have been guided through my own inner Higher Self these days more and more,. I will be open a Ranch for Healing as well, I had purchased my first horse Sunday and this will be the beginning to the animal healinsg that will be living on this Ranch. Freshly blossoming flowers, free roam and grounds to be who you are and need the guidance that will come from you knowing this to happen.
There will be an up and comming Events Date and an explosion of widely range clientele, you will be surprised at who will show up, and this I am grateful and excited about.
angel hugs,
-Donna
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Great Post on "Good-Byes"
"Freedom comes when you learn to let go.
Creation comes when you learn to say no”.
- Lyrics from the song The Power of Goodbye by Madonna
There’s no greater power than the power of goodbye. These words from my car stereo echoed in my head during a recent 3:00 am cruise around the city inspired by a bout of insomnia. I had listened to this Madonna CD hundreds of times before but that night the words cut deep into my heart. Music has always been a mystical princess that guides me when I’m searching for answers about life. This night she didn’t let me down.
Knowing when to say goodbye and truly letting go has been one of the most difficult challenges I’ve faced in my life. I’m not a man that likes to say goodbye and I certainly struggle with letting go of people that greatly matter to me even when it’s obvious it’s time for our paths to part. In an ideal world everything we desire would manifest and unfold perfectly according to our plan. In an ideal world all the decisions we face would be black and white thus making them easy and obvious choices. In an ideal world we would know exactly when and how to say goodbye. But for the majority of us our worlds are rarely ideal. We must deal with deep hidden emotions, confusion, mixed messages, incomplete information, attachment, and childhood wounds. The result is one big blob of gray blending everything above into a soupy, contorted mess. From this soupy mess we are faced with making key life decisions.
As we spiritually, emotionally, and intellectually mature we hopefully gain some wisdom along the way that causes our life decisions to take into account a bigger picture perspective. I have found this to be pretty true with one exception. The exception concerns affairs of the heart…i.e. romantic love. All the rules seem to get thrown out the window when it comes to affairs of the heart. Yet, it is with these affairs of the heart situations that we must scratch and claw our way to our highest wisdom to dictate our actions.
One of the most common relationship issues that I observe in my coaching practice, and admit has happened before in my life, is people getting involved with someone is who emotionally unavailable because they have not achieved true closure in a prior key relationship. The result is that the previous relationship becomes a ‘dangler’ within the new relationship. That unfinished business silently erodes the new relationship’s possibilities. The ‘dangler’ energy lurks behind the scenes and slowly invades the new relationship like a cancer. As the old saying goes “Two’s company…three’s a crowd.”
Embracing the power of goodbye requires us to be very clear of what we want in life including relationships. We must learn to say goodbye when a relationship, of any form, is holding us back from being all that we can be. I’m not suggesting that we don’t give someone a second chance. I do believe that in a significant life relationship a commitment to see things through the difficult times is critical. But multiple chances become unhealthy when they continually fail to forward the growth and momentum of the relationship. Love is not about possessing. Love is about bringing freedom into another’s life. Love isn’t about pain. Love is about soaring.
So how do you know when it’s time to say goodbye? Again I turn to the lyrics from Madonna’s song, “Pain is a warning the something is wrong…there’s nothing left to try…there’s no place left to hide…there’s nothing left to lose…there’s no more heart to bruise.” Those lyrics pretty well sum it up yet even those signals are confusing.
The most effective way to identify when it’s time to say goodbye is to know and honor your “losing yourself” boundaries. Those are the boundaries that if you allow someone to violate them you have compromised who you are. For example, I am a soul that deeply desires to have a relationship in which I soar to the highest reaches of the sky with my partner. I strive to be in relationships with someone that equally desires to climb and soar together with me. The most powerful lyric in Madonna’s song, at least for me, goes “Do you wanna go higher?” When the actions from my partner indicate they have lost interest in going higher…then I know my ‘losing myself” boundary has been breeched and it’s time for me to seriously consider saying goodbye. Ultimately, it’s time to say goodbye when you must sacrifice ‘you’ for love.
What are your “losing yourself” boundaries? Do you have dangling relationships in your life that are hindering a new relationship? If you do, then getting clear of your “losing yourself” boundaries will go a long ways towards empowering you to truly say goodbye. If that clarity doesn’t make it obvious then you might consider giving that relationship one more shot because you may have left it prematurely.
My inspiration to you this day is to embrace the power of saying goodbye. You cannot unlatch the lock of the new door until you’ve completely released and latched the lock of the old door. Learn to say goodbye. Yearn to say goodbye when you know it’s time. Creation comes when you learn to say no.
Till Next Time – May You Empower Your Life,
Tom
Lyrics to Madonna ~ The Power Of Good Bye
Your heart is not open so I must goThe spell has been brokenI loved you soFreedom comes when you learn to let goCreation comes when you learn to say noYou were my lesson I had to learnI was your fortress you had to burnPain is a warning that something's wrongI pray to God that it won't be longdo you wanna go higherThere's nothing left to tryThere's no place left to hideThere's no greater power than the power of good-byeYour heart is not open so I must goThe spell has been brokenI loved you soYou were my lesson I had to learnI was your fortressThere's nothing left to loseThere's no more heart to bruiseThere's no greater power than the power of good-byeLearn to say good-byeI yearn to say good-byeThere's nothing left to tryThere's no more places to hideThere's no greater power than the power of good-byeThere's nothing left to loseThere's no place left to hideThere's no greater power than the power of good-bye
Tom LaRotonda works with collaborative partners across the world through his organization, Core Matters, to help transform people, organizations, and communities. He is a speaker, transformation mentor, writer, facilitator, visionary and a former internationally known internet radio talk show host..
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Creation comes when you learn to say no”.
- Lyrics from the song The Power of Goodbye by Madonna
There’s no greater power than the power of goodbye. These words from my car stereo echoed in my head during a recent 3:00 am cruise around the city inspired by a bout of insomnia. I had listened to this Madonna CD hundreds of times before but that night the words cut deep into my heart. Music has always been a mystical princess that guides me when I’m searching for answers about life. This night she didn’t let me down.
Knowing when to say goodbye and truly letting go has been one of the most difficult challenges I’ve faced in my life. I’m not a man that likes to say goodbye and I certainly struggle with letting go of people that greatly matter to me even when it’s obvious it’s time for our paths to part. In an ideal world everything we desire would manifest and unfold perfectly according to our plan. In an ideal world all the decisions we face would be black and white thus making them easy and obvious choices. In an ideal world we would know exactly when and how to say goodbye. But for the majority of us our worlds are rarely ideal. We must deal with deep hidden emotions, confusion, mixed messages, incomplete information, attachment, and childhood wounds. The result is one big blob of gray blending everything above into a soupy, contorted mess. From this soupy mess we are faced with making key life decisions.
As we spiritually, emotionally, and intellectually mature we hopefully gain some wisdom along the way that causes our life decisions to take into account a bigger picture perspective. I have found this to be pretty true with one exception. The exception concerns affairs of the heart…i.e. romantic love. All the rules seem to get thrown out the window when it comes to affairs of the heart. Yet, it is with these affairs of the heart situations that we must scratch and claw our way to our highest wisdom to dictate our actions.
One of the most common relationship issues that I observe in my coaching practice, and admit has happened before in my life, is people getting involved with someone is who emotionally unavailable because they have not achieved true closure in a prior key relationship. The result is that the previous relationship becomes a ‘dangler’ within the new relationship. That unfinished business silently erodes the new relationship’s possibilities. The ‘dangler’ energy lurks behind the scenes and slowly invades the new relationship like a cancer. As the old saying goes “Two’s company…three’s a crowd.”
Embracing the power of goodbye requires us to be very clear of what we want in life including relationships. We must learn to say goodbye when a relationship, of any form, is holding us back from being all that we can be. I’m not suggesting that we don’t give someone a second chance. I do believe that in a significant life relationship a commitment to see things through the difficult times is critical. But multiple chances become unhealthy when they continually fail to forward the growth and momentum of the relationship. Love is not about possessing. Love is about bringing freedom into another’s life. Love isn’t about pain. Love is about soaring.
So how do you know when it’s time to say goodbye? Again I turn to the lyrics from Madonna’s song, “Pain is a warning the something is wrong…there’s nothing left to try…there’s no place left to hide…there’s nothing left to lose…there’s no more heart to bruise.” Those lyrics pretty well sum it up yet even those signals are confusing.
The most effective way to identify when it’s time to say goodbye is to know and honor your “losing yourself” boundaries. Those are the boundaries that if you allow someone to violate them you have compromised who you are. For example, I am a soul that deeply desires to have a relationship in which I soar to the highest reaches of the sky with my partner. I strive to be in relationships with someone that equally desires to climb and soar together with me. The most powerful lyric in Madonna’s song, at least for me, goes “Do you wanna go higher?” When the actions from my partner indicate they have lost interest in going higher…then I know my ‘losing myself” boundary has been breeched and it’s time for me to seriously consider saying goodbye. Ultimately, it’s time to say goodbye when you must sacrifice ‘you’ for love.
What are your “losing yourself” boundaries? Do you have dangling relationships in your life that are hindering a new relationship? If you do, then getting clear of your “losing yourself” boundaries will go a long ways towards empowering you to truly say goodbye. If that clarity doesn’t make it obvious then you might consider giving that relationship one more shot because you may have left it prematurely.
My inspiration to you this day is to embrace the power of saying goodbye. You cannot unlatch the lock of the new door until you’ve completely released and latched the lock of the old door. Learn to say goodbye. Yearn to say goodbye when you know it’s time. Creation comes when you learn to say no.
Till Next Time – May You Empower Your Life,
Tom
Lyrics to Madonna ~ The Power Of Good Bye
Your heart is not open so I must goThe spell has been brokenI loved you soFreedom comes when you learn to let goCreation comes when you learn to say noYou were my lesson I had to learnI was your fortress you had to burnPain is a warning that something's wrongI pray to God that it won't be longdo you wanna go higherThere's nothing left to tryThere's no place left to hideThere's no greater power than the power of good-byeYour heart is not open so I must goThe spell has been brokenI loved you soYou were my lesson I had to learnI was your fortressThere's nothing left to loseThere's no more heart to bruiseThere's no greater power than the power of good-byeLearn to say good-byeI yearn to say good-byeThere's nothing left to tryThere's no more places to hideThere's no greater power than the power of good-byeThere's nothing left to loseThere's no place left to hideThere's no greater power than the power of good-bye
Tom LaRotonda works with collaborative partners across the world through his organization, Core Matters, to help transform people, organizations, and communities. He is a speaker, transformation mentor, writer, facilitator, visionary and a former internationally known internet radio talk show host..
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
My Post :)
This post will be more of me sharing my journey than being channeled today. I have been not feeling to wonderful for the past few weeks about 4 weeks. I have been having for the last 3-4 years symptons that have been mimicing fibromyalgia. Although I have not been tested or to a medical doctor for me to really pinpoint it, because I feel that they will run muliple of tests and look to try many medications and although that would be their protocal that would not be for me. I have the side side split which represents my human side and my spiritual one which are joining hands more and more these days. I have been asking mysefl and listening very deeply for the answers and really staying focused of what is being brought to me as a means of therapy and remedy, so to speak..ORGANIC very important to me. not just food rather all means of organic..mind, body, soul. One can think negative thougths and that would be not allowing yourself the freedom and purity which you are entitled too. Clearing the mind, opening the potential to allow yourself the gentle and loving perfection that you need inorder to slowly give away to the old ways that do not work for us any more especially when I know the horizon is built with bigger and more richer colors.
My son has a learning disability and we have gone down many roads to find what is right for him inorder to learn and become secure with who he is and what he needs to do inorder to grow. I do not feel it is important for everyone to learn the same way.But rather create what is needed for them and how they look at life and expereince the love from wihin. I have learned alot from him in th elast years that have also allowed me to know that one cannot beat someone up inorder to get it an dknow it on their terms. structure does not work for him and myself as well.. I have gone down many roads of freedom for him and I have decided to home school him by my means and methods of life. This has been a ""HUGe"" stance for me. I am quite excited I have made a feel this is just the beginning of some really great opportunities to blossom.. Spiritual schools incorporated with learning on many levels are the way of the world. breaking those chains that have been designed to be broken..finally.That just shows us that there are many situations that will begin to break away as we believe and understand them that it was all in divine show.
My body is opening up to new and broader places of being more stable and feeling more intuned to who we are. I have been able to design a simple exercise for me as simple as water yoga and it has worked wonders on my body,.. That will be the next step inorder for me inorder to heal myself. Heal is not even the appropriate word to even come close to saying what I mean truly.
Grab a hold of the light magic carpet for it will bring you many great magical dreams and wonders for you to discover and be.
angel hugs
Donna
My son has a learning disability and we have gone down many roads to find what is right for him inorder to learn and become secure with who he is and what he needs to do inorder to grow. I do not feel it is important for everyone to learn the same way.But rather create what is needed for them and how they look at life and expereince the love from wihin. I have learned alot from him in th elast years that have also allowed me to know that one cannot beat someone up inorder to get it an dknow it on their terms. structure does not work for him and myself as well.. I have gone down many roads of freedom for him and I have decided to home school him by my means and methods of life. This has been a ""HUGe"" stance for me. I am quite excited I have made a feel this is just the beginning of some really great opportunities to blossom.. Spiritual schools incorporated with learning on many levels are the way of the world. breaking those chains that have been designed to be broken..finally.That just shows us that there are many situations that will begin to break away as we believe and understand them that it was all in divine show.
My body is opening up to new and broader places of being more stable and feeling more intuned to who we are. I have been able to design a simple exercise for me as simple as water yoga and it has worked wonders on my body,.. That will be the next step inorder for me inorder to heal myself. Heal is not even the appropriate word to even come close to saying what I mean truly.
Grab a hold of the light magic carpet for it will bring you many great magical dreams and wonders for you to discover and be.
angel hugs
Donna
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Time For A New OutLook:)
This has been such a powerful surge of energy penetrating through to every aspect of my soul.I have taken a walk in my own inner portraits fo what I feel is a true look to a new me. I have regained asight that has shown me that it is not what it appears to be on the surface. I have walked through an area of my Life and have made a God chosen choice to adjust the levers more so that Can truly change a course. One time I had walked down a road that seperated me from others. Now i see that it it has been placed that way because I was only to view the internal sections of this place to realise what others are doing and what they think is helping others. I have felt today like leaping up and shouting to these people what are you doing, I see so many unethical and craziness of chatter it would make ones head explode. I have been at a place where some of these individuals have been and I would never trust any of them for what I have witnessed. It has been undignified and cruel. I know that as my place is to remain on the side line they will truly be their own demise. They will put forth what they reap. They will place there own hands on a wheel and drive it exactly where it will lead them. All I can say unbelievable and unrealistic behavior. Judgementalness has obviously hit me hard smack between my eyes and for what ever reason, I will have to allow this feeling to just pass on through, trying to look at this situation in a bigger broader perspective but it is very very hadr when others are being placed up on the front line with not a care in the world. what is going on? what is happening ?? My eyes must be opening wider to a view that is beyond words. Gifts- are truly bestowed upon us to allow us to grow, and utilize them to enhance our beauty. Money?? No!!!! it is not about that, because if that is what it is about, than by no means will you ever be successful with a true hand of the heart. This is not what the Gift is about. It is about existence of the inner core. Speak terms and yet not understand them.. Try to ...try to understand the meaning to the sound of the orchestra and make that by what you have set the roots for, decaying and refudged, that is the setting that has allowed us to partake in the meaning.
peace be within you and around you..
angel hugs,
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Holding On
What can you say when you are holding on to what you have become apart of? I bet many of you are or have been to as well. Not sure exactly what it is? or even how you became apart of it. All you know it just seems to keep popping up..appearing once again, and not only appearing back, but, sometimes even much more of it. What is this? Is this the way it will always be? will this never go away? ABSOLUTELY this will fade away. If the current situation still is facing you show some, you have been unable to completely rid this, It is burning away and It wants to actually begin to dissipate too. Nothing is wanting to remain apart forever. There comes a time and place when it will move up and out. When you recognize it. It can be described as all or anything. from constant anger, to a headache. Being in a relationship that does not feel right, to having a temper with the kids. There are many factors that have been sticking around way to long and it is time for this to move on...
Taking a chance and being with yourself alone, is a sure way of being able to see this for what it is.finally....
create a space and than use it, be with it anything you feel too, no limitations just you, space and go to town...be gentle, be caring, be loving, and be you..
Taking a chance and being with yourself alone, is a sure way of being able to see this for what it is.finally....
create a space and than use it, be with it anything you feel too, no limitations just you, space and go to town...be gentle, be caring, be loving, and be you..
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
WHAT CAN YOU SAY WHEN IT JUST HAPPENS...
Come to a place of acceptance and really getting to know who you are. Why would a person not want to realign themselves much grander. What if the world stopped turning right now?? What would be the first thing that you would look to do or be?? I say that because the world is stopping and it is not going to rotate any longer in the same speed that it has..It will take it's time relocating the gravity between you and the thyself. I want so many to revolve the door that is presented to them.. Come closer and recognize the features that are right next to you ..I want to make a impact that shatters the old perception that leaves us efeeling ugly at times..that ugliness is not meant to be apart of us any furhter. It might be a shock to our systems but never the less intensified for our own good. You come to a point when you see how it works and need to shift the gear on.. motors reving and roaring and making a noise that is soooo loud that it has no choice but to get your attention..
Rewinding the elements to a place that was once familar is not all needed now or cracked up to be what it was..Unlimited boundaries really keep us coming and whirling around with a great intensive idea of making that connection stronger. What would you say if you had a choice to set yourself free or remain locked in the an old illusional world?Ask these questions aloud and feel the penetration or desire to hold onto what you can and leave the rest for the sweeping.. You have a timeless limit of more intutive self and more of a place to heat up the remaining..
If you take one step to a difference the next one will be even more and than another and another..before you know it you have created so many steps that you will never hide from it again..
Today has been a wind up of energy that has created more eb and flow than I think I have ever felt..one step closer to unpacking my gear to stay.. you have cannot unfamialrize what is right before your eyes.. I will not get inter mingled with anything that does not feel right to me. beat to your dream beat to your creation it is limitless and therfor it will unfold more and more ..
My angels have become apart of who I am, What if you have a chance now to make a difference what if you can make a real impact on this place we reside in right now..collect your thoughts and alow freedom into the center fo your core..trust that the destination you walk will be the one made just for you and no one can mimic it.
You are your designer ..your creator.. your self awareness stands for all that you are..
Rewinding the elements to a place that was once familar is not all needed now or cracked up to be what it was..Unlimited boundaries really keep us coming and whirling around with a great intensive idea of making that connection stronger. What would you say if you had a choice to set yourself free or remain locked in the an old illusional world?Ask these questions aloud and feel the penetration or desire to hold onto what you can and leave the rest for the sweeping.. You have a timeless limit of more intutive self and more of a place to heat up the remaining..
If you take one step to a difference the next one will be even more and than another and another..before you know it you have created so many steps that you will never hide from it again..
Today has been a wind up of energy that has created more eb and flow than I think I have ever felt..one step closer to unpacking my gear to stay.. you have cannot unfamialrize what is right before your eyes.. I will not get inter mingled with anything that does not feel right to me. beat to your dream beat to your creation it is limitless and therfor it will unfold more and more ..
My angels have become apart of who I am, What if you have a chance now to make a difference what if you can make a real impact on this place we reside in right now..collect your thoughts and alow freedom into the center fo your core..trust that the destination you walk will be the one made just for you and no one can mimic it.
You are your designer ..your creator.. your self awareness stands for all that you are..
Saturday, September 02, 2006
TO BE OR NOT TO BE....
It is in the air today.. If you can understand that it is ceratinly for one to either notice or stay left behind all raveled up in a yarn ball and trying to find what way is the easiest one to set yourself free from... I know lost of these postings speak in metaphors, that is the only way in the past 2-3 years that I have been able to speak..With alot fo Truth and understanding from a higher source. Today Sept 2 the sun is hsining brightly and there is alot of humidity.. @9am in the morning aready.. I had fallen asleep last night wacthing the movie the SECRET. What a brillant one indeed. This makes the 100th time I have seen it.. Makes sense for definite!!
Right now it seems very hard to stay connected to my higher energy in a way that is comforting.I have been feeling a sense of saddness for those that I have been watching not staying connected in a stream of light. I have seen quite a few so caught up with "normal"humanality of things. such as money, and pettiness and quirks that really make absoutley no sense to me, especially when they know they are supposedly to know the truth.
Gifts are designed to be used for the good of all mankind. not as a business alone. and an asset. they are used to create a new standing fountain with pure energy of goodness. I am in a wonderment??? I would like to know why??? That is a question I am hoping will come to me.
I have felt a sense of lost as I am regaining so new prospects of light. Alittle confusing yet it really is for the best.
I have also last evening realised that the people that are in your life not all but a few. they do not wish to change they wish to remain in a place of pain and undelight. If you had been given the world and all it's fortunes and have been shown greater opportunities to having alot more than you ever imagined, would you accept or decline? I have seen 2 people that I know decline.. They rather stay in a mind set of "pretend dreams" and fantasy illusions and keep themselves around people that are like them in a rut and unhappy. Instead of seeing a better enlightenment in a situation..
Right now it is a time when we are to just get use to the new feelings and the new enviroments and be easy ourselves and just know it is alright. Making little strides is easier on our systems.
If you know that you have to change it would not be any fun if you slide into change it seems almost no work at all....
keeping yourself in the loop of just being is the best way right now especially...
Right now it seems very hard to stay connected to my higher energy in a way that is comforting.I have been feeling a sense of saddness for those that I have been watching not staying connected in a stream of light. I have seen quite a few so caught up with "normal"humanality of things. such as money, and pettiness and quirks that really make absoutley no sense to me, especially when they know they are supposedly to know the truth.
Gifts are designed to be used for the good of all mankind. not as a business alone. and an asset. they are used to create a new standing fountain with pure energy of goodness. I am in a wonderment??? I would like to know why??? That is a question I am hoping will come to me.
I have felt a sense of lost as I am regaining so new prospects of light. Alittle confusing yet it really is for the best.
I have also last evening realised that the people that are in your life not all but a few. they do not wish to change they wish to remain in a place of pain and undelight. If you had been given the world and all it's fortunes and have been shown greater opportunities to having alot more than you ever imagined, would you accept or decline? I have seen 2 people that I know decline.. They rather stay in a mind set of "pretend dreams" and fantasy illusions and keep themselves around people that are like them in a rut and unhappy. Instead of seeing a better enlightenment in a situation..
Right now it is a time when we are to just get use to the new feelings and the new enviroments and be easy ourselves and just know it is alright. Making little strides is easier on our systems.
If you know that you have to change it would not be any fun if you slide into change it seems almost no work at all....
keeping yourself in the loop of just being is the best way right now especially...
Friday, September 01, 2006
Clearing the Passage ways....
Almost feeling as if I have a chance to balance the mind/body/soul once again. It has been as if the train has been all over the road. As if it has been a runaway train ..... and I have been along for the ride... This energy surge has squeezed every ounce of me shoulder to shoulder, rim to rim.. It has just now began to settle down abit. This has been an extremely powerful intergration once again. This ascension can have you begging for mercy at times and you looking "up" saying I cannot do this anymore..please!!! Many times I have found myself saying those words.... sometimes ample times a day when it is strong.
I once again relaise my sensitivity has become sooo very much.. I never would have imagined a person could operate solely on what they can tolerate and not.. I have stretched myself at times to the limits and found myself just not knowing what else to say or do... I pace the floors back and forth feeling as if I cannot find a comfortable space that will comfort me.. or allow so breathing room. I choose at this point to follow the path that benefits my comfort the best.. No longer will I jeopordize my energy for just because it seems right to do or be apart of. Now I create heaven space for myself and my family will benefit as well. As they are very important to me. If you have been going through enormous bouts of depression or not sleeping or feeling fluish and such...maybe some really weird sickness feelings with your stomach and head this is just you stretching once again and taking on more energy in some way or another. changes to the body will always arrive just in the intergration times. I have been having in the last day a clear channel once again of my higher self penetrating through more as there is an absence when this shifts are at hand. I have a silence of not knowing which way to go?
Now, Not everyone is a real sensitive and not everyone will epxereince these shifts the exact same way. You will know if you do.. due to these words feeling a comfort or resonating with you in some way.. I have not been able to find many that are able to really resonate with me lately. I have said prior I have had a few that I have gone to peek too to see if They are on course as well with me... But lately no go....Lately I feel sislence and no resonate at a full force.. wow!! I am alone in this crazy swirling pushed against space...Guess what I am okay...guess what ??not to alone at all anymore because this is important for this is evolution to takeplace being alone with yourself and being able to distinguish what is important and what is not,..
Making changes in your life on all levels so much to discover with that topic alone...will be back later
angel hugs
I once again relaise my sensitivity has become sooo very much.. I never would have imagined a person could operate solely on what they can tolerate and not.. I have stretched myself at times to the limits and found myself just not knowing what else to say or do... I pace the floors back and forth feeling as if I cannot find a comfortable space that will comfort me.. or allow so breathing room. I choose at this point to follow the path that benefits my comfort the best.. No longer will I jeopordize my energy for just because it seems right to do or be apart of. Now I create heaven space for myself and my family will benefit as well. As they are very important to me. If you have been going through enormous bouts of depression or not sleeping or feeling fluish and such...maybe some really weird sickness feelings with your stomach and head this is just you stretching once again and taking on more energy in some way or another. changes to the body will always arrive just in the intergration times. I have been having in the last day a clear channel once again of my higher self penetrating through more as there is an absence when this shifts are at hand. I have a silence of not knowing which way to go?
Now, Not everyone is a real sensitive and not everyone will epxereince these shifts the exact same way. You will know if you do.. due to these words feeling a comfort or resonating with you in some way.. I have not been able to find many that are able to really resonate with me lately. I have said prior I have had a few that I have gone to peek too to see if They are on course as well with me... But lately no go....Lately I feel sislence and no resonate at a full force.. wow!! I am alone in this crazy swirling pushed against space...Guess what I am okay...guess what ??not to alone at all anymore because this is important for this is evolution to takeplace being alone with yourself and being able to distinguish what is important and what is not,..
Making changes in your life on all levels so much to discover with that topic alone...will be back later
angel hugs
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