Energy Un-Blocks (channeled)

Purposely I have purged what was left to these ideas that seem very bleak and un-amazed. I have revolved many doors that have been being utilized by custom means. Con cording with what may seem as yet another brilliant surprise is truly another stepping stone into another reality once more. we have invited ourselves for a purposeful look into a yet another atmosphere filled with uncanny events. I trust that when we look at what we are lacking it is much more than what we see on the surface. Trillions of many decades have had uninvited looks into a quirky but yet clear shots of who we once recalled.

angel hugs
Donna

1111 Completeness...

This is a total confirmation and is mastery with truth in the course. When you have that apart of you, you will know this full heartedly. This is the time to be connected to this number in the soul.

ANGEL HUGS,
Donna

Confirmation....

Funny I had 84 hits on my keen yesterday from New Orleans... There must be a person who is looking for an answer or looking at how I function, that is funny because I am more than happy to actually have a chat with anyone who has something to discuss. I am always great in picking up on who is stopping by, but when I see 84 hits in one day from the same area, This to me is something I would like to look into.. I have found myself at places viewing and looking for confirmation as well, maybe not quite 84 times in one day, but am looking for a particular energy to shed some light. An inquiry that is needing some up lifting advice or confirmation.

When we look at something so many times, we are actually over loading over own sensory to create havoc on our systems. It causes a area to block a bit until you get what you are looking for. We have all done this and do this daily in certain areas. If we feel we are at a dead end we almost play the senerial out to the bitter end. This is something that is changeable and is a habit that is looking to flee itself from the matter.
Than what to do? You need to acknowledge this and really want to change this.. You need to really put forth the power within to the universe to prevail and work with you on this. you need to make a point to keep aiming at that place non stop. Than you need to guarantee yourself that you are looking to stop this or change this due to the capacity that it is embedded into the system and is over loading you. Deep thought helps with this illusion and placing yourself in a space of truth. Truth I speak of it alot at this point it is a place that is so very different than any other you have ever been in.
I for one am very much up for the easiest walk and am looking to pursue great joy/happiness in a way that I have never witnessed. This is all happening at this time, in my life for me it has taken many turns for me of much enlightenment. This has allowed me to discover the beaten path of the Truth for me. I am able now in my life to truly decipher much that is not aligned with me and that leads me to a sacred place that has now placed me in a position to manifest a great deal of new changes in my life. I am able to actually ask for something and receive it at a drop of a dime. I am able to bring forth actually true riches not just monetary but actual true desires, dreams and much more than I have ever been able to ever in my life. I am blown away from such gratitude and understanding that has lead me down a path of being righteous.

I am witness many standing in a place of absolutely no change because they refuse to see what it is to make steps forward to make things happen/ they are comfortable remaining. At least they say that and yet they scream for help through there soul I am able to here the soul speak at levels of expansion. This is not about christ light and being christ oriented as it is about making your own break through,. Not looking for scared idols to make your change for you. you cannot make it to enlightenment by holding on to old ways. Old idols..I am not saying do not believe in God or Jesus or anyone, I am saying they say walk forward more on your own. Make those changes on your own and do not hang on to others "stuff"..

Stop looking for someone to make an example for you, and stop looking through others writings as a guide book. Unless you guild this on your own you will find yourself walking relentless in circles. Until you come to tire and frustrate and throw yourself into a frenzy. You will search and search for the same stuff until you get this. I am only speaking of this through my own blog and my own venting space to say and share with myself, if another comes to read and cannot under that is perfectly fine, they were lead this way to play in a vibration that they are attracted too. This is not me, as it is my vibration that is a high radiate shine.
I am a work in progress getting it and working with it now.
angel hugs,
Donna

The Power within us.

I have learned how my energy works and how the change up in my own perception changed alot for me right now. I am making changes within and it is creating a great difference in the way I viewed many occurrences in my life. I am getting in touch with who I am one more time. This is a on going process that is ever so enlighten to me. It creates new visions to work with, I have noticed that as I change those around me do as well. I have been working with my new profound energy that has been released to me as of yesterday. This is a wonderful time to play around with this and get to know how to really "try " this on. I have been able to just call on this energy and relax in it, and notion this to spread deeper and thicker over me. I have been able to command the universal energy to work with me in a gratitude way. I have become one with this today and it is really alot of fun, and have been able to see how I can begin changing and pulling in more grander things in my life.

Especially as my husband and I have been able to work with this together and it has amplified even more for us together doing so. Staying stuck in a place is not for me to remain in, I do not have time to just wait upon my next teaching. I want to move forward so much more and not teeter totter around playing in a childs playground. I do feel laying the ground work is much more my speed and style. I have also realised it is not always about humbling yourself to gain control over anything. It is not possible when this energy is continuing to move very fast at a rapid pace. It is not about the getting some where faster, it is about being able to really spin with the spirals and understand them now. This process of enlightenment is so much for those that really enjoy moving with the times. I have willingly gained a new way of working now, and i will continue to be moving forward and not allow anything that does not fit in my puzzle a place, it is good to be able to feel this type of thing even more now and work with this, much lighter and much more less complicated.
The sensitivity has been much more in a very easier manner to deal with.
Just a check in with a new item..
angel hugs
Donna

I can Take this one...

I am really winding down the corridor now. I have been looking in every little cubby hole for anything that is remotely hidden. Nope! Not a thing inside, not one spare key in anything that has it covered. I have began a very interesting look at each segment to see that you can be the only one that can uncover your belongings. If you ride the skirt tails of another person your growth will not happen. Point blank. It will transmute much of the awareness that is being given to you. Rather than you uncover your own dealings.

When your body is moving forward and needs a time out! you need to give it a timeout. with out feeling as if you need to conquer just one more thing before you finish. This is what is meant by standing still and just being out of your own way. I have been working quite enormously with this the whole month of Nov. This has been a fascinating time for me to get out of my own way.
I am not in control of the substance that is forming before my own eyes. I have a real good picture of what is happening close at hand. You have to stick to the eye on the ball thing. If you loose recognition of what the energy is forming for you, you will see this pass you by in an instant. Each time you get closer and closer to the real picture you need to stay put. and just wait a minute or two. Do not get caught in your own Web your own spider Web that you may be stringing along.
impacts are for this month. If you can stand still long enough to see them.You have to take a snap shot. quickly...
angel hugs,
Donna

RE-WIRING (Hold on)

Greetings from Home
by Steve Rother:

Dear ones, you are here on a very magical planet. You are here at a special time and you stood in line to be here at exactly this moment in order to make a difference. You asked to be put in some very difficult situations so that you could go through the processes you needed to gather the information and gain your credentials as a healer or a teacher or whatever role you were planning to play. Now those sacred contracts are being enacted. Some have begun and some are yet to unfold, but you are on the path.
Ages: Cycles of Mankind
We tell you there are many times throughout human history where you have gone through evolutionary periods…cycles, if you will. These cycles started in the very early times. They go far beyond the history that you know, for much of your history you believe goes back about 2 million years and we tell you that as souls on this planet, you go back much farther than that.
In the very beginning when the planet was hot and gaseous and did not have the physical form that it now has, you inhabited the planet then as spiritual beings, as ethereal beings without bodies. It wasn’t until billions of years later that you took physical form and began your journey on this planet in a physical bubble of biology. That evolution from ethereal beings to physical bodies was a huge shift. Your own history books will tell you about many of the other cycles, the smaller cycles from the apes into Homo erectus, Homo sapiens and Cro-Magnon man, but it is so much more than that. So what happened at the end of those age cycles? That is the biggest question. What took place? You are about to find out, for you are at the end of one of those age cycles now.
The Rewire - 12 Strands of DNA
As such, there is something happening on this planet to each and every one of you that you will understand in a very short time. Humans are being rewired. You are doing it yourself. It is a part of your natural, evolutionary process. No, it is not anything to be feared. It does not mean that spaceships are coming down and planting implants in you. What is happening is that you are evolving to a point where you can begin reconnecting all 12 strands of DNA. It is to a point where you can start activating some of the other chakras that you do not even know are there. Your energetic structure is about to change. So is your planet.
If you look at the planet, you will see that it is heating up. You call it global warming, but it is so much more than that. Please understand that although the release of greenhouse gasses has sped up the process dramatically, this is a natural, evolutionary cycle. In the beginning it was very hot and gaseous and vibrating at a very high rate. As it cooled, it gained density and you had to take denser form as well in human, physical bodies. You have been at this part for a long time and now it is starting to turn the corner again. It is starting to heat up. Oh, yes. We can tell you all the fun things. We can give you information that you can go into fear about if you so choose, but please understand that fear is not needed in this situation. We can tell you that you are about to enter a new ice age on Planet Earth and we have said that before and that is absolutely true and yet you, as souls, will move through it beautifully. It does not mean that all life will be leaving this planet. It means that you will be evolving. Your thoughts of an ice age are far from the events ahead. All it really is, is a cooling of the planet. It is a natural evolutionary cycle where the energy will be redistributed. It is almost like saying the Earth, Herself, is being rewired. In that same way, so are you.
Both Sides of the Brain will be Rewired as One
There is the rewiring of mankind which is beginning today. The two halves of the brain that had to be separate to give you the illusion of the field of duality are starting to join together. Instead of having small, synaptic pathways that move back and forth between the halves, as you evolve as humans, the two halves will become one. The illusion and the veil actually exist between the two halves of your brain, for the left side is the marker of time. It gives you the illusion of living in a field of duality and gives you the illusion of linear time, which gives you a path to follow. It gives a spirit a game to play as a human. Your right brain is the all-creative brain but does not have any concept of time. It has no concept of boxes that things fit into. That is the other side of the brain. Those two are beginning to grow stronger with this rewiring. It is not simply a case of new or improved synaptic pathways between the two; it will be a blending of the two as the human animal evolves to contain a higher vibration of spirit…for it is not the human that is evolving. It is the spirit that is evolving, causing the human shell, the bubble of biology, to change to accommodate it. That is happening now, with great anticipation from our side of the veil.
To Keep Balance – Give Balance
You will see things that are a direct result of this. One is that there will be more premature children brought to this Earth in the next 5 years than ever before because there is a rush to get in here to experience this exact process. Watch for it. We also tell you that there are many things that are going to happen as your global changes take place, and yet all of it is changeable by you. You may make this an easy transition or you may make this a difficult transition. The interesting part is that it is not how you go through it; it is how you help other people go through it that is going to hold the answer to your place and your sacred contract. You are not the only one going through it. The blending of the two sides of the brain, the rewiring process itself will help you become aware that you are a part of each and every one on this planet and that no one is ever alone. Yet, in order to get there, you must go through the polarity. You must stretch it. We tell you that if you look around you, you may actually say there is more depression on Planet Earth than ever before. It is because of the stress of this rewiring process, so help each other with it. Help each other to be there at the right time, for the greatest thing that someone can do to take themselves out of worrying about themselves…is to be of use.
There was a great wizard of money and monetary systems on your planet who once said, “If you want to make money, the easiest way to do it is to help other people make money.” We tell you the same thing. If you wish to have a beautiful experience on this planet, figure out a way to help other people have a beautiful experience on this planet, for that honors the connection between all. That honors the rewiring process that is not only happening with you, but is happening with Planet Earth Herself.
Rush to Be the First
Yes, there will be turmoil. There is always turmoil when humans are confronted with change. That is why you are here. You can be called into action with the knowledge that can bring calm to a changing planet. We also wish to mention that we are speaking as if today is a line in the sand. There are many of you who have been going through this rewiring process for years, especially those of you who call yourselves Lightworkers. Some of you pride yourself on being ahead of the game. There is almost a fear of spiritual competition with some of you because you want to be there so early. It is very frustrating for you to be there and not have anyone around you who understands you. We tell you, many of you have been going through this over the last 5 years. What is going to happen when you get to the other side? That is what you want to know: what does the destination look like, especially since the picture we are painting of the journey is not always so pretty? We tell you that everything is the journey. There is no destination.
The Twelve Yous
We have been preparing you for one of the changes you are about to experience. Multidimensionality is one interesting piece that you will begin using in your daily lives as part of your practical magic. We tell you that there is much magic here. If you understand that you are on this planet as an individual, you believe that is all you are, but in fact, science tells you that you will exist in 11 other dimensions of time and space. We tell you 12 because there is actually a point of perception which we count as one dimension. So there are 12 different yous on this planet having slightly different experiences as one soul. If you take this row of chairs, and say, “That is one of you,” and you take this row of chairs here and that is another one, you have a different expression of the same soul on this planet in these different timelines. They are all taking place simultaneously, because linear time is an illusion; it is a product of the left brain and it gives you the Gameboard on which to play. What would it be like for a soul that is living in this dimension to jump over here and grab a viewpoint, an idea, the solution to a problem and bring it to here? That is multidimensionality, and you are about to experience more of that than ever before. Would it not be wonderful for you to find a very difficult point in your life where you did not have any answers and excuse yourself from that entire life and get a different viewpoint of your own soul and come back into it with a renewed, refreshed, vigor, and a viewpoint of multidimensionality? That is about to happen to humans. The interesting part is that much that you perceive as human difficulties are not difficulties. They are a path that you have laid out for yourself. They are processes where you have pushed yourself through side doors. Much of it is an adjustment of your thought patterns.
Indigos and Crystals
We tell you, this is about to become much easier than ever before. The Crystal Children are being born on this planet, for you are evolving very rapidly in your vibration. But the children coming in are being born at a higher vibrational rate, and Indigos and Crystal Children will co-exist on this planet for a very long time and help to adapt a higher vibration. They will teach you how to use multidimensionality. There are so many things that you can see. What is your reality anyway? It is nothing more than a perception. If you have a camera in this brain of yours and this camera is pointed over here, then that is your reality. If you wish to change your reality, the easiest way is to change your point of perception. Simply look at it from a different angle. That is much easier to do when you are in a state of multidimensionality. You are about to see this as a reality. Your belief systems constantly keep you from using many of these tools on yourself, so use them on other people. Help other people who get into these difficulties. Help them see themselves from a different perspective. That is what will hold the key to opening all humanity to the rewiring process.
Rewiring Interruptus
Let us explain this as well. There are times when the physical body needs grounding. It needs constant refreshing of physical attributes for the body only exists in the physical world. It needs water. It needs food. It needs sunlight. It needs hugs. It needs intimacy, sex, nurturing and the touch of others. It needs grounding to keep you in the physical confines of Earth. Sometimes if a soul is not properly grounded or not grounded enough to go through the rewiring process, the process can overload the body and can be interrupted. The interruption of this process at critical stages can cause a cycle to begin where the hypothalamus gland begins to overproduce. The ungrounded physical body is then set into a cycle that causes energy illnesses such as the ones that you have labeled Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Myalgic Encephalomyelitis and other similar energy disorders. This has been more common among people who tend to lead the way vibrationally as they often live closer to the edge vibrationally than do most people. Incidences of these energy disorders are likely to increase as time goes forward. Your first experiences with multidimensionality can cause you to lose grounding and get stuck in between energetic dimensions and set these cycles into motion. Many times there is a reason why the higher self chose to take on this condition. In that event one cannot move forward into healing until they have fully received the gift of the illness. Then with proper grounding and energetic techniques you can help people to ground and start the rewiring process again.
Good Grounding
There are grounding techniques that many of you will experience, for it is important to honor the body. If you spend all your thoughts waiting to rid yourself of the body in an ascension process, then it is quite common for the body to energetically check out during a rewire. Do not think that you are going to be growing wings and sprouting into angels right away. The body serves a wonderful purpose and as this rewiring process happens, you are going to see more of the capabilities of what your physical body can do with the spirit. With the spirit at the helm of the physical bubble of biology, it is also somewhat limited by that physical bubble of biology. You have created the veil so thick, you do not even re-member that you are spirits. It is absolutely amazing to us to look at you, bumping into each other. Your greatest desire was to come in here and be confused. You have been very successful, yet we tell you, that is about to change. The entire process is starting to shift for you now as this rewiring begins for all.
Yes, you who are watching, or listening to or reading this, ask, “What is this going to do for me today?” Find your role, dear ones, for many of you have activated a Sacred Contract that you know nothing about. You can feel it pulling but you do not know where it goes. That is normal. That is the normal state of humanity at this point. Very few people know what their Sacred Contract is, but the pull, that little bit of knowing, is all you need at this moment, for it will lead you well if you do not think it to death. Take it out of there and move it into the feeling instead of the thinking. Blend the two together, for you are not going to move completely into the right brain and exist over there. You are going to be blending the two together where you can quantify god. Imagine it this way: god is the infinite and exists in the right part of your brain, for you are god, and the left part of the brain is the part that pretends to be a human, the part that quantifies everything and figures everything out by putting it in neat little boxes to give to your children so they can give it to their children, and so forth. You have done such a good job that you actually believe you are human. That is so funny on our side of the veil. You teach everyone that you are human, when in fact you are spirits playing a game. You have forgotten the veil. That is a testament of your own creative abilities. You have done very well, dear ones.
Define Infinity
Now, the veil is about to thin. We ask you not to stop putting things in boxes, for that is the definition of god. Why are you here? You are here to define god. You are playing this game so that you can see god, because in an infinite state god cannot study himself-herself. There is no definition. There is no beginning or end. By coming into these bubbles of biology, you are actually a definition of god. That is beautiful. The challenge is that you do not trust it. Of course, when we talk to you about being god, the first thing you think about is, “I am god. I can do anything.” Re-member to keep in mind that you are not the only god. There are many of you here on this planet as sparks of god, sparks of the creator who have the ability to carry all the powers of the creator within that little spark. You have taken a finite form, so that spark, much like a spark on a grinding wheel, is only lit for a little while before it falls back into the energy cycle of the whole once again. That is about to change, for the spark is starting to carry more of the energy of who you really are with this rewiring process.
New Modalities
Are there modalities that can teach this? Yes. The good news is that there are new modalities popping up on this planet every day. The bad news is that you have to find out which one works for you. Are there ways that you can help with this rewiring process? The biggest is your intent. The biggest is your step into your Sacred Contract, whatever that is. Wherever your heart leads you, where your passion is allows you to vibrate in a different way and as you vibrate differently, everyone around you starts vibrating at that rate and you raise everything around you to match your vibration. Fear it not. Know that there will be more talk about the rewiring of humanity, but your rewiring has begun and it is happening on a global basis and you will understand more of the process as you start seeing more of your abilities. The two halves are starting to reunite.
We tell you that any time these abilities show up on Planet Earth, there has always been fear. Just embrace it and know that fear is nothing more than a shadow. Is it not interesting that it is only possible to be afraid of the unknown? Once you fill in that vacancy with the information that was missing, you cannot be afraid of it any more. You may not like it, but you cannot be afraid of it any more. Fill in the information. Embrace the fact that humans are evolving. It is an exciting time. This is why you chose to be here right now. We tell you that there are more souls trying to come into Planet Earth than can be accommodated. Many of them stepped aside to let the chosen ones come in, and here you sit. Know that those who stepped aside for you are cheering you on from the other side of the veil.
This rewiring process will activate healers on this planet like never before. It is time and we need you now. Heed the call, dear ones, and step into your Sacred Contracts. You can help each other, for you are the Human Angels. When you come Home, you will finally see yourselves the way we see you. You will understand that even though you spend most your time thinking you are not doing anything and you look in the mirror and you cannot re-member who you are or you think you are alone, you will begin to understand how great you really are. You will begin to see yourself from our perspective. We hope that as you become multidimensional, you take the opportunity to shift yourself into our eyes, for we see the greatest of the great. Only those of the highest vibration were coming into the Earth at this time to make a difference, and here you are. Enjoy the ride, dear ones.
We leave you with three simple reminders. Treat each other with the greatest respect. Nurture one another at every opportunity, for you are nurturing yourself. Re-member that it is a beautiful game. And play well together.
Espavo .
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Stay or Jump..

Why does it seem we cannot make that decision and know it is right? If you get catapulted into the next segment of your life it seems as if you get knocked off balance until you truly gain sight again..
I have been feeling so much lately more than I would ever be able to put into words. I say today loudly and clearly. I will not follow anyone !! I will only do what is right for my own transition. If another is following anyone it is because they will not let their own energy flow properly they are blocking something for themselves to freely flow. I watched many seem to get on a bandwagon and beat to anothers drum. I have had myself at times get caught in a beat or two, but I surely am stating this loudly today. Do not get caught in any ones beat. You need to have your own and it will toot for you if you allow it too. Trust your own gut feelings and even if it seems blank..... and you do not have a signal ...you have to hang in there because the signal will follow suit.
Get closer to what is needing attention.. Live this life as it is needed and live this day as it was your last. With true meaning to it. Make a simple gesture as making toast important:)
see through the blinds of the Windows and make it real. No one can do this for you.

You are the only one that can truly make change happen. You are the only one that ca break through the walls of ego to see this .. If you think you should have this right now and push this with out truly seeing the picture. than you will be disappointed for this is not the way...You will not gain the full scope of the picture you will shut off any life force.. connection..
be very aware of the interactions and make yourself aware more of your own surroundings and thought patterns....
angel hugs

Interesting observations

Why do we seem to gravitate towards negative concepts? why do we seem to get some wrapped up in drama? why do we seem to jump on a bandwagon of "pull down energy"? I have been observing alot of people especially in the light worker fields seem to be drawn into to chaos that is involved with Drama. If some speaks of something that is not good, alot of people seem to magnetically get pulled to that direction. I know it is easier to get sucked into that programmed talk, and it is easier to remain in that place. My own inner calling is weeding out I am noticing a hearts desire that truly is pulling me away, because each and every time I get mixed in the mix, I get a full sensation of not feeling good. As if i want to throw up. literally. This is not good for ones soul growth. To keep going back and floating around that is not healthy for your true calling and purpose.

Do you remain a apart of seeds that will not grow, ones that will eventually not sprout any higher and will die off. At this stage of the game you really need to be clear and need to make sure what involvements are worth being wrapped around. We are all needing comfort and want to feel as if we belong to something. So many are not sure what is happening and why does it seem as if time is standing still and why it seems they seem to be stuck. Than there are those who see that it is speeding up and it is really getting so fast and that things are really beginning to take shape. I do believe there are several types of energies and some will be apart and others just will not. Not able or capable too. I have come to that conclusion. And it is also noticeable that the ones that are true are speaking the language and are making real abrupt changes that may not make any sense. The ones that seem to really stand out on the surface. Trust your process to the ones that understand. Trust you can no longer be involved with lower vibrational energies, do not waste your time floating around int he debris pool. This is not in judgment but in the light. You cannot make strides forward trying to see the light in everyone. You need to make a clearance of streets for you to go down. Unlikely that you can make an impact of everyone, you are suppose to make impacts on yourself. God has allowed us to make our own decisions and make true observations and now you have a choice to remain attached to those that will not get it, or you can fly higher under the sun.
I will say this again, Do not wait for anyone do not get caught in the web that is spun out of control. Do not get in the way of others own process. Let them do this themselves. You can only create the best platform for you. you can only make true changes when you stop getting involved with others beliefs and have your own. You have everything that is set for you and it is up to you to turn it on. I ave seen so many people that are gifted send others down a wrong path, they have been giving wrong outcomes and yet they do not take see that as of yet.
How long will it take for them to "see" the truth?
I can see things spinning out of control and I see many business's and such going down the tubes and spinning out of control this is part of the process, things that do not resonate with the new vibrational energy will not be able to remain.
angel hugs

The Unseen Truth.

I feel that it is important to bring up the truth about organizations, companies, people, ect..
The truth sets you free, point blank.

Around a year and a half ago, I had come across a website http://www.kirael.com/ from other spiritual based websites. Their organization is called the "Honolulu Church of Light." The head of the organization, Fred Sterling, is referred to as "Kahu", which means spiritual leader in Hawaiian. Interestingly enough, if you look at the history of their organization you will noticed that they once tried to offer services prior to being call the "Honolulu Church of Light" but since they were not making enough money they decided to call themselves a Church and in our governmental system, Churches do not need to pay taxes and are exempt from many other expenses. So, as you can see they are not truly a Church. We were drawn to the message and meaning which was "world peace through healing". At that time I was guided to heal myself. I never really belonged to a forum before, just one prior which I had left. At first, I enjoyed the spiritual "family" presence but I have always been an original person, working within myself and not looking for some "master" to tell me what I need to do or think or be. Knowing how sensitive I was do absorbing energies into my system, I knew early on, that I need to be VERY DISCERNING. At times, we come across people that do not preach that they are here to teach you but in an indirect way, they are, and you unwilling at times absorb their thoughts and perceptions subconsciously. Before you know it, you start speaking, thinking, and walking as they do. They will be saying "you need to walk your own path", and even though this may be true, you're still taking on their concepts and not the ones you have within, deep within. This is a form of "brain washing". Even though, I do not like the term, it does fit the meaning.

Many times, I have come across, mediums who tell information that is wonderful, alluring, positive, breath taking, will bring you to tears. People are so desperate that with a given person that is so self assured at the information that they are bringing through from another entity, they open completely to. However, little do the people and even the medium themselves realize that the entity is a "lower vibration" then what we are currently ascending into. Yes, they say loving words, they say truthful information, they might even predict outcomes that fulfill themselves but they are still of a lower vibration. To some, this might be confusing because all that I have stated seems a good validation for good information. But, is the information all you looking for? OR are you looking for the real TRUTH, the TRUTH within, why not expand higher.

What ends up happening is that people get so dependant with the source of information that they close off the flow of their inner voice of truth. At times they might even believe that their inner truth is saying the same thing as the information that they are getting it from but this is only because they are aligned with that person. We all know the power of mass consciousness and if more that one person is viewing, thinking, manifesting the same thing, the voice is louder and the ability of manifestation is strong and our inner truth gets weaker.

In this instance, the Honolulu Church of Light, have weekly radio shows, workshops and books where they promote their healing modality "Signature Cell Healing". I had even received this type of healing. However, because I was so wanting to be healed, I completely surrendered my consciousness at that given point in time but I still had an inner awareness that I would not allow anyone or anything to go beyond a specific point in my energy field. For a moment, being as empathic as I am, I felt the energies of the facilitator, Fred Sterling, and many of the people he guided to join in the healing. However, my body did sustain the energy beyond the point of the session. This is because it was not a true healing. It was more like riding on a high as you would if you were on a drug and the mind is the worlds' best pharmacy. This just goes to show you, how the power of the mind and many people holding the same view can actually affect another person or energy if it is allowed but the effects are not lasting unless you keep coming back and give up your will to follow.

They have a concept called masterminding, which is basically the concept of believing and affirming a particular outcome however, but not with one person but with many. The more that are masterminding the greater the odds. Where did all this information come from? Well, apparently, it was channeled from the entity called Kirael which is referred to as a "7th Dimensional Being". Wow, a 7th dimensional being in a 3d/4d world!!! Well, its not so fascinating when you realize that there are much more dimensions than that, much more, possibly an infinite number. AND, we as a human race have the potential to move beyond the 7th dimension in physical form. Plus, all we are, are spiritual beings in physical form, so we are potentially just as capable as any entity, even this entity Kireal and others such as Kryon to receive our information. We don't need a non physical being to tell us the future or what to do or find out what we haven't discovered yet. We have it all within and the more b\we exercise that Truth, we receive it more.

Now, here is where the whole hypocrisy and the real nature of this organization comes into play. My husband, who is a software engineer, and when the their forum was hacked, he had offered to fix it. My husband was also interested in some of the materials that they had spoke of. He even called into their radio show a few times with questions. However, much of his questions were to challenge and open up more of the Truth. Since, he had fixed their forum and had done a good job, they wanted him to do programming on their new website and proposed an agreement to work on the programming side of their new site while some one else would do the design work. My husband offered under the market value of what it was worth to program a website...

Now, there was this woman, her name is Janet, that I knew from another forum and coincidental we were interested in the Honolulu Church of Light around the same time. In fact, she was banned from this other forum we were on based on the fact that she tried to over step what everyone else was saying and forced her feelings and beliefs upon others to the point that she was very over bearing. Clearly, I could feel that her intentions were not from the right place. I knew, deeply within her she wanted to be noticed for something. Knowing this, I knew that she was not good for me so I had pushed myself away from her. Many times, she wanted to connect with me and be friends but I did not want to completely entwine with her. When she had left the other forum she was very involved with the Church. They even took workshops of the HC of L. However, my husband and I were not drawn to do that. I knew that I did not need that. I knew that I did not need to learn how to heal, I was already a healer which most people can do. You certainly do not need to pay $300 to learn how to -- come on! What was even more interesting was that the HC of L asked my husband to host a workshop in Florida. I had mentioned this to my former friend, Janet, and she was very surprised that they asked my husband and I to be hosts when we didn't attend any workshops. My comment to her was that we had not made a complete decision if we wanted to host or not. I can sense her jealousy, frustration, etc. Then, in a separate phone conversation, I had mentioned to her that the HC of L had sent a proposal to my husband asking my husband to review to see if he was interested in taking on the new website project. Again, I sensed her jealousy, frustration, etc. Our call ended quickly after that. This was about the last time I spoke with her. I had sent her an email not to long after saying that I could not continue our interaction.

In that time frame, Janet, had gone to the organization right after and literally manipulated her way to have some type of influence in the organization. She offered her design services for free and eventually they were so open to the "freeness" that they asked her if she could update the old website. In doing so, she received all the necessary access she needed on the website host system. Upon doing that, the website had gone down for a period of time. She tried to indirectly blame it on my husband meanwhile it was her own doing. My husband had warned them not to give her the full control but they did not listen, they liked the "freeness".

The designer of the new website did not fall through however, they had no problem with my husband's work. They were going to re do the whole proposal process because they needed a different design. However, this time, Janet and her husband were in control and dubbed as the project managers. They wanted my husband to show them how he does his work however, my husband declined because he felt deceit and manipulation from them. The church left it that once they're ready to do the website they'll contact my husband. Months went by and we contacted them a few times, reason being that My husband was offered another private contract position, this is the irony, It was from the designer that HCOL fired, inorder to have a "freebie" This designer is the one who has designed Neal Donald Walsh's "Conversation with God " AND now my husband is programming for him and his Humanity's Team. Which is funny how the tides turned for something even better for Marco my husband. Janet and her husband wanted so much to have their site advertised on in an area that they felt had alot of traffic and felt they would benefit from it some how. This hopefully is a huge lesson for everyone par-taking on this sort act. That if you are NOT operating from a true center, much to your surprise you will be called out on the carpet eventually.

Time goes by, the world kept turning..

Last week, I noticed that their website had been updated. My husband was informed by a

*Reverend* Carol that she would be contacting him when they would proceed to do the new website. No word with the Church prior to the new website. Listen even if they decided to go with the "Freebie" All the time Marco had put into that site on many levels, deserved far better treatment than what he experienced being this is a church of love and healing...However, Janet and her husband used my husband's proposed idea. Marco and I were annoyed for many reasons and the deceitfulness with all parties.. My husband sent Fred Sterling and Rev. Carol an email but they did not respond as of today which just proves the feelings I have felt all along. Janet and her husband put themselves on the website in the 3rd person Thanking themselves for the ones being behind the new website, publicized their business and didn't care if they stepped on someone else in the process.I sure hope they feel like hero's now.. Fred Sterling took it as a freebie. So my friends, where does the true value of what they say lie? This is an example of those that pretend to walk in the Light with taped on halo's. Shouting from the roof tops that they are of Goodness and Love and Healing, And my intuition about what I was feeling all along was true, the Hcol and Janet. That is why Spirit would not extend an open hand allowing me to make any steps forward with them, Here is an even funnier situation People on the forum had posted a warm Thank you for the person who had fixed the board when it was down for a period of time. That will show you how Marco (my husband) was not looking for anything. He Knew God would provide, and take care of our needs, wants, and desires. We are friends with quite a few that 'BELONGED" to the HCOL and feel pretty much the same way after viewing their own perceptions from the side lines as well. They knew of Janet as well and are quite shocked by her actions.

I know that with every action comes a reaction and the Truth of the Light will prevail. That is how we live, love and breathe as a whole.

There are 3 forums, that I have witnessed in the last year and everyone of them, have proven to be unsuccessful and have served as a catalyst for others to truly awaken even higher to themselves. Some as far as abuse in theirs. Why would one want to be abused, and beaten down by someone who is obviously being lead by their own ego some how and their own inner blockages..You have to be willing to Want to listen and learn. You have to be willing to choose a better situation and let go of your own feelings that need clearing and work through the imbalances. The core.

Heart of the soul. Not alot more can be done unless you are willing. Really willing too.

With every level we pass there is a new one to delve into, and I understand that everyone goes through their own levels and need to go through on their own and in their own time. But here is the catch, I do not have to be apart of them, if they affect me in some way. We do not have to put ourselves in position to surround ourselves with "people, places and things" that do not serve our growth and being. We are at a place of really Loving the truth of who we are.No one can tell you how to Love or how it is for you to really be. You will know..

Surprise*Surprise*

I have to remain in tact of what is being shown. I have today witnessed a very false and shallow person who has prevailed themselves as they were true blue. They made an imapct that has taught me to really "keep my eye on the ball" not to let my guard down enough to shift my way fo thinking and aligning. This is** not**judgemental to not place yourself in a situation that does not feel a 100% with. I know I have spoke of this many many many times prior. You must know that when a person, place of object resonates with your true inner soul. It is quite hard at times to jsut see this with your human eyes, I have seen that many want something and at any cost.

They will shut down the doors of truth to have it no matter what. This is their process to do so. Do make your stand and than release and know that all will just be a small minimal drop of love that God will send your way each time. Do also be on top of the fact if someone walks around preaching I am a human angel or I am with such love and light, know they are trying to prove something. You do not have to walk around wearing a badge of merit to be True and walk in the truth:)
If i leave you today with one insight may it be ...Honesty always know that you can fool some people some of the times, But you cannot fool God!

angel hugs,
-Donna

Shake Rattle and Roll and Roll and Roll :)

Touching pieces of the steel that has been drilled into others minds. Who in the world has a right to step on others heart and soul to promote their own grief. God has woken to a surprise inside of each of us to witness who is having a false witness on another soul. working hard for the impact to make all work out for each of us to be the one to steer the wheel on our own vessel. Drive your car but drive it without hurting another person in the process. be true and honest but you do not have to bare false witness on another to be freed. I have seen my own kind of light workers remian tainted in their own hinderance. All ages old young seem to throw low blows to eachother. It is very alarming to see how we have this rivalary going on under our own noses. What I am told is that the older light workers seem to not want change at all. They are feared to let go of what they thought was there way to be. and remain..they know better syndrome. Does anyone understand that there is a time-out for all to take. sometimes it is better to take time to re-adjust before going any further, This seems to be a time and point that many will be shaken up by universal laws taking place. When energy is remaing for way to long what do you think happens? A movement will take place one way or another. We have no way to know if this will be gentle giant or a roaring lion. I can take my time-out right now to show myself that it is okay not to always be pushing through the storms but rather remain waiting for the rainbow to take place. How can a new beginning begin when we stand firm in the old habits ? clean slates allaround for all purposes.
angel hugs
Donna

Heads or Tails :) Buying into it or not?

Whew...That is basically the feeling I get from deep within my soul.. Change is on the rise and we have no way to stop this. We can either learn to go with the natural flow of ebb and flow or we can take a back seat and drift along.. which ever it is that you can deal with the best is what I would say to go with.. Natural essence of who we are no matter what degree we are looked at this whole conjunction.. I would like to take you on a small walk with me into the garden of my own inner soul existence. comprising your own self by selling yourslef short to the dollar is not what I will ever do. As I have said my own inner soul journey, I f it is not in alignment of who I truly AM .. I cannot/will not sell out to have a image of some degree to be on the surface some body. I do not do free consultations or guidance to "look" and be "appreciated" by others. My main focus is for the "light" wihtin to rise and raise to be heightened by the true existance fo who I am.. creator is not asking us to sell out of soul, to be have, or be with amounts of individuals that are self absorbed in one way or another. I am here tp stand firm, and stand tall and not go along with every little flutter that passes with an Idea, or theme. I Know that our own Truth is mainstream and not just a fly by and intermitted by our own "ego".
Ego is really grand right now, it is really becomming my best friend, we are getting to know eachother what one would need to have there friend beside them. I will not create a fear or scare others by sounding as if I am a alarm for them inside their own soul.. I cannot make this about them, it is about me. It is about the reason for me to connect with my own inner self at many levels.
I have been connected to my own God energy for over 3 years now, I realised what it was I was here for. I am to lead my own way and be my own driver and no need to have to incorprate everything else in my vessel. I am here to visit and expereince the very heart of who and what makes me tick. How to live a life free from restrictions that leave me buried under all the rubbish that has been on top. I have also freed my own inner soul not by religion either. I do not have to put a label on God. I do not have to prove by words alone that I am God oriented. Or if my beief is with God in God. I have witnessed lately some people that are so unhappy and so needing to say they are christen inorder to be okay with themselves. As if they need appproval from God that they used the word christsen. Now they are 100% alright. They do not lie, they do not fall on any level? right.. because they have the word christsen beside them. They wear a cross around their own neck, they feel so much better now.. They walk the great walk. Talk the great talk? Now, I am wondering do they do this everyday? all day? 7/24? Or is this something they have been groomed into and taught eons ago and have stuck with it. They ave been "programmed" to say, be, and just maybe, it is not their fault, they just do not know any better. They do not know that God is of all, God is you, and me. He is not in a name, but of Truth.
Imagine, God is not just a religion, not just a book that has been written by some many others. interuppted in so many ways it is not funny:) God is everything and all.
Just think what if the real work required us to take time to start going within and rewriting our very own views that we have been living by? what if it required you to stop right now!! and go deep within your own soul and "see" what it is that is really there.
what if you do not have what you want right now based on the fact that you are required to make a CHANGE. Not just alittle one, or one that is not visible so much to the human eye.
You may even say how the heck can I do that? where do I begin? How do I begin? what does it take? The answer if very easy!!!
STOP TRYING TO CONTROL YOUR OWN LIFE. listen to your very own inner voice. The one who has been there all along. The one that is wanting to step up to you and speak to you at all levels. I do not want to be known as the best author or the best soul guidance teacher or what have you. I want to be the very best to myself. I do not need a title to be more or less.
This is feeding the ego at many levels when we do not let it happen naturally. When we set out to search and push and try it never will be natural the way it is provided.
I cannot do this and will not ever just let the finacial aspect of who I am to lead me.
Money is an illusion that has had many temptations added to it. I want to be rich within my own existance and rich to the joy of love and life. The money part will be there because that is not my focus. It is just apart fo me.
You have to change everything about yourself starting with the way you view yourself. or other people. If you judge them based on your own insecurity than that will be what you are left with .. I communicate with my higherself as this is who I am and I live this way every day. I breathe based on change. I love based on change.
You cannot force anything to be, if you do this will only leave a really bad taste in your own mouth. being positive should be natural as well. Being healthy is based on your other levels, mental, emotional, spiritual. If these are not being taken care fo in such as way to acknowledge them on a daily basis than you will not be complete.
If I spell words wrong or mix letters up that is apart fo my own process, I will not redo them. It is how I am to write this, so if you see that just know I am channeling in the moment and am not concerned about being such a perfectionist with that:)
more about how this message is reached and what part of you it stirs up inside.
angel hugs,
-Donna

Making our first appearance:)

So exciting and New to be able to really now have front row seats to this transition. I have been waiting for this for quite some time now, this is going to be more than we ever hoped for. This can really take one by surprise enough to be so very Thankful.

This New move has really taken us by storm. This has now provided us with a brand new fresh way to interact with those that have be apart of the journey. Birds eye view. How can more be expected when it is gravitating in so nicely.
ANGEL HUGS

Peeling away...

I have a personal story to share with you, I have In-Laws that seem to live in this circle that does not allow them to be open to new changes at all, I have my own family who has not always been willing to see their own faults and move on from there, but they are still making progress in that field. My husband and I really love growing together and really love having our children to share in the growth of life with us. There are no limitations to ourselves. We have much to be Thankful for and with each passing day, we really are much clearer to the dreams of life that are awaiting us. We have been able to realise that we do not have to wait for anyone to share in our dreams with us, we can and will be able to walk through to our destinations with great ease.

My in-laws however will fight tooth and nail to hold on to all that they know, Instead of being open to new opportunities for growth and understanding they much rather remain "stuck" in a reality of pain, resentment, remorse. To put it simply "victimhood". Being around people like this is like being around poison, stopping at nothing. They play a good tune and they inpersonate a slick role. I have seen so many different faces from them that there is truelly nothing left worth seeing. This is just one of many examples. We all have our own unique version.

This is what happens, when energy does not resonate with who you are. The Universe shows you true colors and its up to you how long you want to play along until you just disconnect completely. This is many ways that energy is now being shown and it will be up to you to decipher it.

In each layer we go deeper to see who we truelly are and what defines us from the inner core. This process of "breaking through barriers" are not meant for the light hearted individual or the stubborn minded. This is meant for warriors, Warriors of the Light. With each passing day more is revealed and you can either choose to see for what it is worth in order to allow your humbleness and vulnerability to come foward in order to emerge. What we are unfamiliar with, we seem to shy away from or cast stones at saying "its not right" or "it makes no sense". What we were once taught to believe was a 'societal program' to which we followed and those that don't break free from these programs, continue to relentlessly follow them. Do not get caught up in self judgement. Even when we break free from what we once known, it will seem strange, confusing and fearful as you are in a foreign place. Learning as a child once again. Except this time you do not have the nurturing parent. Instead, you must nuture and have unconditional love for yourself as you grow into this new place.

Angel hugs,
Donna

RE-ALIGNING CIRCUITS..

LETS SAY YOU MOVE TO FAST AND IT THROWS YOUR OWN PHYSICAL BODY OUT OF WHACK.. What happens next? You shut off to correctly give yourself ample enough time to feel better and re-align your higher-self back into form. This may cause you a great deal of grief and it may cause you to re- examine the links that it first started from. you can never direct to much attention to the selfs inner structure. You have not been gone from the intenal design long enough to elapse or cause anything to not be fixed. If you set your self to walk with the flow of what is being given you will be able to make many adjustments that will entitle you to a real connection back to your higher self.
I hope that made sense..lol I have been examining my stats here at my blog and I have noticed the increase passings of international people taking a glance in, I welcome you. The best thing is my husband is a programmer and he has set up my sites to be able to view my traffic that comes through, where and what area they come from..This has allowed me to be able to see who is viewing my pages and which ones.. To see what region even down to the city, Incredible..Who knows maybe some day it will go as far`as peoples street address..LOL This helps a great deal inorder to connect with those that are really looking for something that I may be able to help with...

We usually come to blogs to try to gain some insight into what we are either going through or to see if someone may say something that allows us to know we are not alone. This is something that has allowed many people to be ABLE to connect in with energy rather than actual words..
If you take the time to allow yourself to be still and just listen to what you are being given from with in your own structure you will be able to make better decisions and this will allow you to be in a place that seems to bring the best of everything to you...
Will write more soon, God Bless
angel hugs

Planning a ZEBULAR:)

Taking a moment to seize the moment to counter act what has taken part for me. I had a very great energy work yesterday which rippened my own behvaior towards how it is so easy to work through the most essential points in our system. I had a really brillant hands on gentlemen who really has not approached me in any way than just doing his higher self service Not anything but gently going in the direction that my Higher self spoke of. There is no way anyone would need to place themselves in an atmosphere of feeling as if they are healers. healers as I was shown is a word that we use inoder to cover up over own work that wants to be done. we have to do our very own digging in and never mind reading everyones words and explanations on a process a process is designed so that we go inward and do it. Not read and search and connect outward. This is a strictly internal process that is traveled on our own. (
(inside)
contrast are very zillant when we can allow most particles to connect in such a high intense way. You can nver do enough checking in unless you choose to take a break.. taking a break happens in many ways. It can manifest in a physical ailment or depression or on vacation. This is when we want to obscure from containing to pound the pavement to self. we take a detour inside to shut off. I have been apart of that as well. enough to really understand that is the truth.
The truth is what we make of it, it is a complete sentence.
angel hugs,

GET IN AND DRIVE :)

We are driving very fast and almost out of control. The car is built to run and make pit stops along the way, as I can see this is not a very likely ride that will show up again. If we are not ready for the ride we can find ourselves almost out of GAS. This engine was built for the single most filtered fuel that is out there. Unless you service your car a great deal you will almost be likely to loose a fender or a tire. Can you be willing to risk that at all?
As you can see I am channeling in a wildly and dramatic sense right now, this is what is comming to me in such a way that it will actually move you right out of your seat if not tacked in it.No time is a wasting right now, unless you catch the next train in you could find youself on the LIE) THAT IS for you to interupt in your own manner. This is not a place to come if you do not dare to make a change for the better.
I will not pat you on the cheek and say it is okay and we will make it:) Get up and work it out.. work this own expereince out and make it your best one. whinning and grieving about why? how come ? will not get you there. Funny I just got this....shut up and get going already.
Do you love yourself enough to make this happen. Give up the way you thought it was.
GUESS WHAT IT WAS ALL A DREAM, AND NOW YOU HAVE AWAKEN INTO A WHOLE NEW REALITY. (HA HA HA) IT WAS ALL A MADE UP SCENERIO THAT YOU PAR-TOOK IN AND NOW YOU HAVE to wake up and get aligned back to where this all began. You can keep going in circles and not get up but I bet you will be not happy where you are.

My Love you can only get there if you had paid attention to what was never out fo reach ever.
God Bless

THE HEART KNOWS...

I had shared a message with some people and they are suppose to be "spiritual" and "evolved" and comming from spirit on all levels. I do understand the human side well, I am not asking anyone to be "perfect" because we are all perfect in OUR OWN HIGHER SELVES. I was asking to from them to look deeper and maybe 'SEE" what has been growing. Maybe they are unaware maybe they just don't care and maybe they rather be right. Either way, I wanted to say what I felt needed to be. I do not take it personal as I once would have I understand how some energies I resonate with and others I do not. You do not have to see eye to eye with everyone. I was mocked and disected in a way that I was clearly able to see that each one that had a comment, were gulity of many of what I brought to their attention. One was a woman who has been battling with me since I first began there. She is an older woman and has appeared to many "powerful" and Gifted from a Higher Perspective, but , yet she does not even follow her own guidance. Has lied to me, has treated me not in a spiritual manner at all, I see through her pain and desire to be so much more and wants to fit in and be recognized some how. I do wish her happiness and for her to not "try to attack" me but rather look deeper. That has been my motto lately look deeper, delve deeper, love deeper, Am I a higher power? Absolutely not, I am dedicated though and I want to manifest the very most for my life and, I have been doing that. I wish this for everyone. My words are my words if you choose to see them in a harsh way, than you must look deeper why? It is not about the answers as it is about the questions? Right Questions. I have had many come to me lately more from a Higher perspective. I have no problems with being able to assist others , they come always. The problem is I run out of energy and need to reboot. That is a must. It is very very important to operate from a clear, loving place. The heart knows when you are being True to it. When we shut down our heart we wind up shutting everything off and it can be quite painful on any levels. To get away from the upper portion of this journal, I would like to send wonderful loving rays of light to all that I have offended. My Book, My Spiritual school for children of the "change", My own private clients are all blooming better now, that I have released old habits that were embedded into my "blood stream" I have detached from most outside influence and have been guided through my own inner Higher Self these days more and more,. I will be open a Ranch for Healing as well, I had purchased my first horse Sunday and this will be the beginning to the animal healinsg that will be living on this Ranch. Freshly blossoming flowers, free roam and grounds to be who you are and need the guidance that will come from you knowing this to happen.
There will be an up and comming Events Date and an explosion of widely range clientele, you will be surprised at who will show up, and this I am grateful and excited about.
angel hugs,
-Donna

Great Post on "Good-Byes"

"Freedom comes when you learn to let go.
Creation comes when you learn to say no”.
- Lyrics from the song The Power of Goodbye by Madonna


There’s no greater power than the power of goodbye. These words from my car stereo echoed in my head during a recent 3:00 am cruise around the city inspired by a bout of insomnia. I had listened to this Madonna CD hundreds of times before but that night the words cut deep into my heart. Music has always been a mystical princess that guides me when I’m searching for answers about life. This night she didn’t let me down.

Knowing when to say goodbye and truly letting go has been one of the most difficult challenges I’ve faced in my life. I’m not a man that likes to say goodbye and I certainly struggle with letting go of people that greatly matter to me even when it’s obvious it’s time for our paths to part. In an ideal world everything we desire would manifest and unfold perfectly according to our plan. In an ideal world all the decisions we face would be black and white thus making them easy and obvious choices. In an ideal world we would know exactly when and how to say goodbye. But for the majority of us our worlds are rarely ideal. We must deal with deep hidden emotions, confusion, mixed messages, incomplete information, attachment, and childhood wounds. The result is one big blob of gray blending everything above into a soupy, contorted mess. From this soupy mess we are faced with making key life decisions.

As we spiritually, emotionally, and intellectually mature we hopefully gain some wisdom along the way that causes our life decisions to take into account a bigger picture perspective. I have found this to be pretty true with one exception. The exception concerns affairs of the heart…i.e. romantic love. All the rules seem to get thrown out the window when it comes to affairs of the heart. Yet, it is with these affairs of the heart situations that we must scratch and claw our way to our highest wisdom to dictate our actions.

One of the most common relationship issues that I observe in my coaching practice, and admit has happened before in my life, is people getting involved with someone is who emotionally unavailable because they have not achieved true closure in a prior key relationship. The result is that the previous relationship becomes a ‘dangler’ within the new relationship. That unfinished business silently erodes the new relationship’s possibilities. The ‘dangler’ energy lurks behind the scenes and slowly invades the new relationship like a cancer. As the old saying goes “Two’s company…three’s a crowd.”

Embracing the power of goodbye requires us to be very clear of what we want in life including relationships. We must learn to say goodbye when a relationship, of any form, is holding us back from being all that we can be. I’m not suggesting that we don’t give someone a second chance. I do believe that in a significant life relationship a commitment to see things through the difficult times is critical. But multiple chances become unhealthy when they continually fail to forward the growth and momentum of the relationship. Love is not about possessing. Love is about bringing freedom into another’s life. Love isn’t about pain. Love is about soaring.

So how do you know when it’s time to say goodbye? Again I turn to the lyrics from Madonna’s song, “Pain is a warning the something is wrong…there’s nothing left to try…there’s no place left to hide…there’s nothing left to lose…there’s no more heart to bruise.” Those lyrics pretty well sum it up yet even those signals are confusing.

The most effective way to identify when it’s time to say goodbye is to know and honor your “losing yourself” boundaries. Those are the boundaries that if you allow someone to violate them you have compromised who you are. For example, I am a soul that deeply desires to have a relationship in which I soar to the highest reaches of the sky with my partner. I strive to be in relationships with someone that equally desires to climb and soar together with me. The most powerful lyric in Madonna’s song, at least for me, goes “Do you wanna go higher?” When the actions from my partner indicate they have lost interest in going higher…then I know my ‘losing myself” boundary has been breeched and it’s time for me to seriously consider saying goodbye. Ultimately, it’s time to say goodbye when you must sacrifice ‘you’ for love.

What are your “losing yourself” boundaries? Do you have dangling relationships in your life that are hindering a new relationship? If you do, then getting clear of your “losing yourself” boundaries will go a long ways towards empowering you to truly say goodbye. If that clarity doesn’t make it obvious then you might consider giving that relationship one more shot because you may have left it prematurely.

My inspiration to you this day is to embrace the power of saying goodbye. You cannot unlatch the lock of the new door until you’ve completely released and latched the lock of the old door. Learn to say goodbye. Yearn to say goodbye when you know it’s time. Creation comes when you learn to say no.

Till Next Time – May You Empower Your Life,
Tom


Lyrics to Madonna ~ The Power Of Good Bye
Your heart is not open so I must goThe spell has been brokenI loved you soFreedom comes when you learn to let goCreation comes when you learn to say noYou were my lesson I had to learnI was your fortress you had to burnPain is a warning that something's wrongI pray to God that it won't be longdo you wanna go higherThere's nothing left to tryThere's no place left to hideThere's no greater power than the power of good-byeYour heart is not open so I must goThe spell has been brokenI loved you soYou were my lesson I had to learnI was your fortressThere's nothing left to loseThere's no more heart to bruiseThere's no greater power than the power of good-byeLearn to say good-byeI yearn to say good-byeThere's nothing left to tryThere's no more places to hideThere's no greater power than the power of good-byeThere's nothing left to loseThere's no place left to hideThere's no greater power than the power of good-bye


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This post will be more of me sharing my journey than being channeled today. I have been not feeling to wonderful for the past few weeks about 4 weeks. I have been having for the last 3-4 years symptons that have been mimicing fibromyalgia. Although I have not been tested or to a medical doctor for me to really pinpoint it, because I feel that they will run muliple of tests and look to try many medications and although that would be their protocal that would not be for me. I have the side side split which represents my human side and my spiritual one which are joining hands more and more these days. I have been asking mysefl and listening very deeply for the answers and really staying focused of what is being brought to me as a means of therapy and remedy, so to speak..ORGANIC very important to me. not just food rather all means of organic..mind, body, soul. One can think negative thougths and that would be not allowing yourself the freedom and purity which you are entitled too. Clearing the mind, opening the potential to allow yourself the gentle and loving perfection that you need inorder to slowly give away to the old ways that do not work for us any more especially when I know the horizon is built with bigger and more richer colors.
My son has a learning disability and we have gone down many roads to find what is right for him inorder to learn and become secure with who he is and what he needs to do inorder to grow. I do not feel it is important for everyone to learn the same way.But rather create what is needed for them and how they look at life and expereince the love from wihin. I have learned alot from him in th elast years that have also allowed me to know that one cannot beat someone up inorder to get it an dknow it on their terms. structure does not work for him and myself as well.. I have gone down many roads of freedom for him and I have decided to home school him by my means and methods of life. This has been a ""HUGe"" stance for me. I am quite excited I have made a feel this is just the beginning of some really great opportunities to blossom.. Spiritual schools incorporated with learning on many levels are the way of the world. breaking those chains that have been designed to be broken..finally.That just shows us that there are many situations that will begin to break away as we believe and understand them that it was all in divine show.
My body is opening up to new and broader places of being more stable and feeling more intuned to who we are. I have been able to design a simple exercise for me as simple as water yoga and it has worked wonders on my body,.. That will be the next step inorder for me inorder to heal myself. Heal is not even the appropriate word to even come close to saying what I mean truly.
Grab a hold of the light magic carpet for it will bring you many great magical dreams and wonders for you to discover and be.
angel hugs
Donna

Time For A New OutLook:)

This has been such a powerful surge of energy penetrating through to every aspect of my soul.I have taken a walk in my own inner portraits fo what I feel is a true look to a new me. I have regained asight that has shown me that it is not what it appears to be on the surface. I have walked through an area of my Life and have made a God chosen choice to adjust the levers more so that Can truly change a course. One time I had walked down a road that seperated me from others. Now i see that it it has been placed that way because I was only to view the internal sections of this place to realise what others are doing and what they think is helping others. I have felt today like leaping up and shouting to these people what are you doing, I see so many unethical and craziness of chatter it would make ones head explode. I have been at a place where some of these individuals have been and I would never trust any of them for what I have witnessed. It has been undignified and cruel. I know that as my place is to remain on the side line they will truly be their own demise. They will put forth what they reap. They will place there own hands on a wheel and drive it exactly where it will lead them. All I can say unbelievable and unrealistic behavior. Judgementalness has obviously hit me hard smack between my eyes and for what ever reason, I will have to allow this feeling to just pass on through, trying to look at this situation in a bigger broader perspective but it is very very hadr when others are being placed up on the front line with not a care in the world. what is going on? what is happening ?? My eyes must be opening wider to a view that is beyond words. Gifts- are truly bestowed upon us to allow us to grow, and utilize them to enhance our beauty. Money?? No!!!! it is not about that, because if that is what it is about, than by no means will you ever be successful with a true hand of the heart. This is not what the Gift is about. It is about existence of the inner core. Speak terms and yet not understand them.. Try to ...try to understand the meaning to the sound of the orchestra and make that by what you have set the roots for, decaying and refudged, that is the setting that has allowed us to partake in the meaning.
peace be within you and around you..
angel hugs,

Holding On

What can you say when you are holding on to what you have become apart of? I bet many of you are or have been to as well. Not sure exactly what it is? or even how you became apart of it. All you know it just seems to keep popping up..appearing once again, and not only appearing back, but, sometimes even much more of it. What is this? Is this the way it will always be? will this never go away? ABSOLUTELY this will fade away. If the current situation still is facing you show some, you have been unable to completely rid this, It is burning away and It wants to actually begin to dissipate too. Nothing is wanting to remain apart forever. There comes a time and place when it will move up and out. When you recognize it. It can be described as all or anything. from constant anger, to a headache. Being in a relationship that does not feel right, to having a temper with the kids. There are many factors that have been sticking around way to long and it is time for this to move on...
Taking a chance and being with yourself alone, is a sure way of being able to see this for what it is.finally....
create a space and than use it, be with it anything you feel too, no limitations just you, space and go to town...be gentle, be caring, be loving, and be you..

WHAT CAN YOU SAY WHEN IT JUST HAPPENS...

Come to a place of acceptance and really getting to know who you are. Why would a person not want to realign themselves much grander. What if the world stopped turning right now?? What would be the first thing that you would look to do or be?? I say that because the world is stopping and it is not going to rotate any longer in the same speed that it has..It will take it's time relocating the gravity between you and the thyself. I want so many to revolve the door that is presented to them.. Come closer and recognize the features that are right next to you ..I want to make a impact that shatters the old perception that leaves us efeeling ugly at times..that ugliness is not meant to be apart of us any furhter. It might be a shock to our systems but never the less intensified for our own good. You come to a point when you see how it works and need to shift the gear on.. motors reving and roaring and making a noise that is soooo loud that it has no choice but to get your attention..
Rewinding the elements to a place that was once familar is not all needed now or cracked up to be what it was..Unlimited boundaries really keep us coming and whirling around with a great intensive idea of making that connection stronger. What would you say if you had a choice to set yourself free or remain locked in the an old illusional world?Ask these questions aloud and feel the penetration or desire to hold onto what you can and leave the rest for the sweeping.. You have a timeless limit of more intutive self and more of a place to heat up the remaining..
If you take one step to a difference the next one will be even more and than another and another..before you know it you have created so many steps that you will never hide from it again..
Today has been a wind up of energy that has created more eb and flow than I think I have ever felt..one step closer to unpacking my gear to stay.. you have cannot unfamialrize what is right before your eyes.. I will not get inter mingled with anything that does not feel right to me. beat to your dream beat to your creation it is limitless and therfor it will unfold more and more ..
My angels have become apart of who I am, What if you have a chance now to make a difference what if you can make a real impact on this place we reside in right now..collect your thoughts and alow freedom into the center fo your core..trust that the destination you walk will be the one made just for you and no one can mimic it.
You are your designer ..your creator.. your self awareness stands for all that you are..

TO BE OR NOT TO BE....

It is in the air today.. If you can understand that it is ceratinly for one to either notice or stay left behind all raveled up in a yarn ball and trying to find what way is the easiest one to set yourself free from... I know lost of these postings speak in metaphors, that is the only way in the past 2-3 years that I have been able to speak..With alot fo Truth and understanding from a higher source. Today Sept 2 the sun is hsining brightly and there is alot of humidity.. @9am in the morning aready.. I had fallen asleep last night wacthing the movie the SECRET. What a brillant one indeed. This makes the 100th time I have seen it.. Makes sense for definite!!
Right now it seems very hard to stay connected to my higher energy in a way that is comforting.I have been feeling a sense of saddness for those that I have been watching not staying connected in a stream of light. I have seen quite a few so caught up with "normal"humanality of things. such as money, and pettiness and quirks that really make absoutley no sense to me, especially when they know they are supposedly to know the truth.
Gifts are designed to be used for the good of all mankind. not as a business alone. and an asset. they are used to create a new standing fountain with pure energy of goodness. I am in a wonderment??? I would like to know why??? That is a question I am hoping will come to me.
I have felt a sense of lost as I am regaining so new prospects of light. Alittle confusing yet it really is for the best.
I have also last evening realised that the people that are in your life not all but a few. they do not wish to change they wish to remain in a place of pain and undelight. If you had been given the world and all it's fortunes and have been shown greater opportunities to having alot more than you ever imagined, would you accept or decline? I have seen 2 people that I know decline.. They rather stay in a mind set of "pretend dreams" and fantasy illusions and keep themselves around people that are like them in a rut and unhappy. Instead of seeing a better enlightenment in a situation..
Right now it is a time when we are to just get use to the new feelings and the new enviroments and be easy ourselves and just know it is alright. Making little strides is easier on our systems.
If you know that you have to change it would not be any fun if you slide into change it seems almost no work at all....
keeping yourself in the loop of just being is the best way right now especially...

Clearing the Passage ways....

Almost feeling as if I have a chance to balance the mind/body/soul once again. It has been as if the train has been all over the road. As if it has been a runaway train ..... and I have been along for the ride... This energy surge has squeezed every ounce of me shoulder to shoulder, rim to rim.. It has just now began to settle down abit. This has been an extremely powerful intergration once again. This ascension can have you begging for mercy at times and you looking "up" saying I cannot do this anymore..please!!! Many times I have found myself saying those words.... sometimes ample times a day when it is strong.
I once again relaise my sensitivity has become sooo very much.. I never would have imagined a person could operate solely on what they can tolerate and not.. I have stretched myself at times to the limits and found myself just not knowing what else to say or do... I pace the floors back and forth feeling as if I cannot find a comfortable space that will comfort me.. or allow so breathing room. I choose at this point to follow the path that benefits my comfort the best.. No longer will I jeopordize my energy for just because it seems right to do or be apart of. Now I create heaven space for myself and my family will benefit as well. As they are very important to me. If you have been going through enormous bouts of depression or not sleeping or feeling fluish and such...maybe some really weird sickness feelings with your stomach and head this is just you stretching once again and taking on more energy in some way or another. changes to the body will always arrive just in the intergration times. I have been having in the last day a clear channel once again of my higher self penetrating through more as there is an absence when this shifts are at hand. I have a silence of not knowing which way to go?
Now, Not everyone is a real sensitive and not everyone will epxereince these shifts the exact same way. You will know if you do.. due to these words feeling a comfort or resonating with you in some way.. I have not been able to find many that are able to really resonate with me lately. I have said prior I have had a few that I have gone to peek too to see if They are on course as well with me... But lately no go....Lately I feel sislence and no resonate at a full force.. wow!! I am alone in this crazy swirling pushed against space...Guess what I am okay...guess what ??not to alone at all anymore because this is important for this is evolution to takeplace being alone with yourself and being able to distinguish what is important and what is not,..
Making changes in your life on all levels so much to discover with that topic alone...will be back later
angel hugs

Don't Take what I say...Discern for yourself...

I believe that one has to ask questions..yes... But the further along you proceed you already will know right off the bat...If we question alot on a particular placement it is without a doubt, a place that you have within that you do not trust. Your body should be a barometer for what resonates with you or not..You can see it in someones eyes...When you look within.. you can clearly place where they are, and where they are going... In attempts to either make a choice to clearly release them from what ever is holding them back or they will remain...I do not say this is a harsh tone or a soft one just as this is .... I have seen recently a place that have been sharing information among each other and I had been shocked by the utterness of words that seem to fall from the mouth of these Gifted souls. They serve with their Gifts yet they bark, and bite and show signs of weakness...Some are suitable and well known and stay in the field of utilizing their Gifts and yet when they are off they are not standing firm..This really made me feel bizarre and once again not shocked just helped me to regain my inner strength of the reasons why, I cannot partipate and hold hands with those who are not carrying the torch the light firmly. This is not in Judgement this is in Truth. I understand they are growing from all those words and conversations, some way...I just am unable to partipate....
How long does one remain in a place that seems to be quiet and hold that space and walk alone for some time..I say this not in despair but question to my higher-self??
I am building a plce and affirming a place that one can come and really feel they are having a view to a real growth and are able to not feel alone.. A place that shares everything from a small headache to a real shift of energy.. I have realized today that I have people from all over on here visiting my blog... Japan, Portuagl, England, Africa, Virginia, Cananda, Alaska, Brazil, Ohio, Nevada, Conn,.... On a daily basis. Looking for the next word, to share in this Travel and Change.
Do you know that You comming here allows your energy to work with me..Do you realise how important you are??? The capabilities are unlimited and you are placed here for a reason..
Not to just hear words from spirit or myself...To empower others to take what is planted and allow to grow, be watered daily and recaptured once again the beauty of it all..

Do speak out and share... we are in need of your wisdom, your Gifts and Truth.. Many will ponder over whether they have anything worth mentioning or maybe if they just stay back and little more quietly they will Gain something... And maybe that is True and maybe not,,
I do ask you if you get moved to speak do... share... everything anything ...you are sent here to partake in this adventure this Journey.. Do not Fear anything here you are free ..

angel hugs
-Donna