Making Progress..

I feel that I am starting to take a "birds eye view" into myself on all dimensions. I have had a situation with a friend that I thought was a friend of the light with myself. I even felt this was a situation that was really being set forward to accomplish "new horizons with". I have come to a place that I now am able to view this as my higher self having a connection with this person on a soul level but humanly we do not have a connection in this lifetime to remain in suit. I have remained out of feeling guilty, and having been manipulating myself to remain for this is how the light would work. I did not feel good in it and I had to make many excuse for this person and continually help them up and re-aligned them back in spirit. This was very draining and time consuming which was true restraint for all of us. This person included. I broke down last night feeling with myself and was really unable to "see" clearly and really started questioning myself on many aspects of spiritual growth. Why would I feel this one way? Why did it seem right? How would God allow this to continue when I have been really working hard at growth? Not in the sense of pushing anything to grow but just really being very aware at all times.

This morning now, has a whole new perspective for me that I came to on my own. I Now know that many situations will come in and it is up to us to really pay attention at all costs. DISCERN such a small word with a HUGE meaning to it. Not in any fear based way but inorder for our enlightenment to continue of the highest purest manner. The ladder that we climb with many stops in between. Grow, stop, look, and listen, grow, stop, look and listen once again.
much to contemplate and just work through with great meanings ...
angel hugs,
-Donna