Stillness

When I write I do so in what inspires me in the moment. I am shedding some of my skin as I allow myself to reveal what ever it is that is needed to come out. I want to allow myself the freedom to just speak with out any thought that would re-direct me to say something other than what is in that moment. There seems to be a stand still feeling with lots of actvitity on another level. I can see it from an inner distance but, not right in front of me. Right now I have decided to not start any new projects that will require me to really add alot of Donna too. Ideas are inspiring not going to do anything until prompted too. Energetically that is. That push that says "I am just going ahead now". Been really feeling this change that has people either in a state of what is going on and what am I doing? Something feels different and I am making decisions that I did not see comming .. Getting ready for another move to come in soon real soon ..I do believe sooner than we ever thought. The Golden ticket seems to be waving in the wind for those that are aware of it and want to be there., In light of that I am feeling the need to re-discover what it is that has brought me to this position in the first place. Never a dull moment at all always new wonderments that seem to pop up and reveal themselves as treasure or maybe a test of faith. I have allowed these changes to be what they are suppose to be and with that have pulled my perception in and watched it grow much more prevalent to the point that Iam discerning all the time. If something is feeling NO Go than it is not go..I am making that a detector for me to live my life and if i make a mistake at times that is good that is me learning to use it wisely am not mixing the inner world and the outer world right now they need a time apart to combine when the time is for that to happen. I am not going to use any wording here that would make this easier to read because I think we have our own language and that it needs to be implemented more often now. Fragments of self is tearing away inorder to place the exact pieces that are designed for re-building. so to speak.. If there are any questions from anyone here just ask..or share that is ultimately important for you and anyone else walking through. Your words in the most honest and free spirited way is so needed now show who you are your fears your happiness and joy ..all is important past of this journey.. You do not have to be all of love an peace and gratitude...that is pure nonsense to think you or I would have to float on this caravan of euphoric bliss as this is not real either.. Show all sides of yourself and step out behind that pretend sheet...I love ya for who you truly are :)
I love me too Be still