~When you Have reached a road block~

How many times have you came to this same place and it seems as if it will never end.,
Same road same people same path, yet you view it differently more and more each time. First you go through stage 1 What is happening? 2.How did I get here? 3. Absolutely do not like this space. 4. I feel as if if I hear this stuff again or I see this place again I will scream Those are the intergration of energy that is making it;s way into my system. I am searching fro an answer of the right "feeling" that belong to me. The feeling that is orginated from the place that is of heart center and not ego and not pressured by the self to make a choice. This is a normalality and it is here every time we finish up at a spot of energy that is leaving and New energy appearing.
This energy can be very hard to handle on the system at times. It can be very hard on many levels, all 4 levels to be exact.

You have worked at this times before only to be handed this one more time. This time it is really pulling at you for something "big" to change or evolve. Which term you would like to use is up to where you are. You can either way ignite this with more anger or you can throw yourself into a non-mind place. You can have fun and escape the brutal reality and allow this to be your outlet. You have nothing else you are able to do. This is how it will be and you will just have to work through this with an outlet of some sort or creativity. I am unable to hold everyones hand through this and walk you through this every time a brick comes crashing through your window,. This is not benefical for me or you. No one will benefit from that. When you find me at a distance for awhile it is for you to "do your own work" internal and shift your mind set.
Sometimes being straight and to the point it will allow you to work through this quicker, if you try to have someone else do this for you to give you energy to keep going this is not benefical for you in the long run I have been there too and it has not done my process any good to have another always be the guide.

much love,
Donna