Hello

I feel as if I want to start today looking into the hour glass and just share. Intending to make a point in here I am sure. Been away from keen for 2 1/2 years full time has allowed me time to really understand what my life purpose is and what I am aimed at right now too. I was a spiritual messenger who wanted more than anything to use the wisdom and visions that I have to enlighten and help others on their path. I had become focused dearly on helping and assisting others I became overly drained and being a empath that in itself is draining. but, when you have people coming to you hurt, depressed, confused, lonely, with ailments, parenting help, financial help, business help, I take everyone of these seriously and give 110% of what I have to be able to come up with the best and the clearest answers. That requires lots of balance and good health for me. This has been hard for, I also have missed all my clients many of them I have had a family sense with and felt as if my hands had been tied from using my abilities to help them any further for this period.. This was a time for me to be in a seculsion/sabbatical stage and This as I know now had been neccassary on many levels. No matter what I tried to do to get back, I just could not. This became harder and harder for me to accept, Than I just gave up and let go.I had too..

That was the Theme all along that I just had a hard time doing, I learned a huge lesson and now have a greater understanding that no matter what happens all is in Divine Order. I am now riding again making my way back in with "new perspectives" and with greater details that relate to the soul itself no longer just to human mind and desires and wants. I have answers that will make some impact if the person will allow it. I cannot and will not ever force anyone on my beliefs. It take courageous steps and leaps for anyone to change perceptions. We all have to walk many steps and we all have to incorporate many new concepts and we all have to feel every emotion and interupt it the way we each need too for each person is very different on what they need in that moment. Even though we are all connected we are all different. Jumping Junipers we are making great progress and we are setting ourselves in motion even if you cannot see it yet. This alone is vibrating you !!and you do not even know it, This is not a written invitation for you to be invited in, you are always there and apart of the grander scheme here. You are playing you role just perfectly, guess what you do not have to play that one anymore:))) The play is over and you have done a great job me too:::))) Now we are to just be who we are and make things happen. manifestation is a given, affirmations are you, You make it all come true now. I am not kidding not making this stuff up, blowing air to boost you or gain anything..This is all True.