What is known to be, Just is..

Collectable feelings that seem to wither to and from the center of the universe. I am seeing through my own introspection and reflection of what I a prepared to change and allow to be changed. There are people that i have intertwined with and have seen what kind of energies that are in duality of self. examples

I had met someone and we had a casual relationship and I had already known that it would only go so far and it would only take me to a place of what i was willing to endure and recognize. I am explaining this with my full intent to not be in judgment but of correctiveness of self and worth.
I had seen from her a control factor, with having to know everything and lead everything to some division. I also seen that risk that was not being taken in full and complete Trust. Having to let go for her of control was and still is an issue. I also had seen that it was covered with falseness of not loving herself. This was all in the beginning of our connection. Now, I have been away from the energy, I still see from a distance control and having to have some part in an excursion that I am apart of in a round about way, Pushed her way in with not the right intent, but rather control and wanting to be recognized for something. I am off the side lines watching it all play out and witnessing and learning as a student from this all. I may humanly not like the circumstances, feeling as if that all seems very off balance and not aligned with Spirit for the right reasons. Yet I see everyone is a catylst for someone and earns a degree of empathy and gratitude from all of the above. Taking chances to serve another in a way of illusions seems to be not what we have set out to do at first , as times seems to dwindle on and upward we learn to serve the highest of greatness within one another.
We have a right to not get involved with things and situations that do not serve us any longer and make us feel "off" yet if we turn that around and make it a learning experience and create a theme to it that will take away any negative concept that seems to make it balanced.
Just love this new look into a planner of self. and make it fit what our needs are.
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