The Unseen Truth.

I feel that it is important to bring up the truth about organizations, companies, people, ect..
The truth sets you free, point blank.

Around a year and a half ago, I had come across a website http://www.kirael.com/ from other spiritual based websites. Their organization is called the "Honolulu Church of Light." The head of the organization, Fred Sterling, is referred to as "Kahu", which means spiritual leader in Hawaiian. Interestingly enough, if you look at the history of their organization you will noticed that they once tried to offer services prior to being call the "Honolulu Church of Light" but since they were not making enough money they decided to call themselves a Church and in our governmental system, Churches do not need to pay taxes and are exempt from many other expenses. So, as you can see they are not truly a Church. We were drawn to the message and meaning which was "world peace through healing". At that time I was guided to heal myself. I never really belonged to a forum before, just one prior which I had left. At first, I enjoyed the spiritual "family" presence but I have always been an original person, working within myself and not looking for some "master" to tell me what I need to do or think or be. Knowing how sensitive I was do absorbing energies into my system, I knew early on, that I need to be VERY DISCERNING. At times, we come across people that do not preach that they are here to teach you but in an indirect way, they are, and you unwilling at times absorb their thoughts and perceptions subconsciously. Before you know it, you start speaking, thinking, and walking as they do. They will be saying "you need to walk your own path", and even though this may be true, you're still taking on their concepts and not the ones you have within, deep within. This is a form of "brain washing". Even though, I do not like the term, it does fit the meaning.

Many times, I have come across, mediums who tell information that is wonderful, alluring, positive, breath taking, will bring you to tears. People are so desperate that with a given person that is so self assured at the information that they are bringing through from another entity, they open completely to. However, little do the people and even the medium themselves realize that the entity is a "lower vibration" then what we are currently ascending into. Yes, they say loving words, they say truthful information, they might even predict outcomes that fulfill themselves but they are still of a lower vibration. To some, this might be confusing because all that I have stated seems a good validation for good information. But, is the information all you looking for? OR are you looking for the real TRUTH, the TRUTH within, why not expand higher.

What ends up happening is that people get so dependant with the source of information that they close off the flow of their inner voice of truth. At times they might even believe that their inner truth is saying the same thing as the information that they are getting it from but this is only because they are aligned with that person. We all know the power of mass consciousness and if more that one person is viewing, thinking, manifesting the same thing, the voice is louder and the ability of manifestation is strong and our inner truth gets weaker.

In this instance, the Honolulu Church of Light, have weekly radio shows, workshops and books where they promote their healing modality "Signature Cell Healing". I had even received this type of healing. However, because I was so wanting to be healed, I completely surrendered my consciousness at that given point in time but I still had an inner awareness that I would not allow anyone or anything to go beyond a specific point in my energy field. For a moment, being as empathic as I am, I felt the energies of the facilitator, Fred Sterling, and many of the people he guided to join in the healing. However, my body did sustain the energy beyond the point of the session. This is because it was not a true healing. It was more like riding on a high as you would if you were on a drug and the mind is the worlds' best pharmacy. This just goes to show you, how the power of the mind and many people holding the same view can actually affect another person or energy if it is allowed but the effects are not lasting unless you keep coming back and give up your will to follow.

They have a concept called masterminding, which is basically the concept of believing and affirming a particular outcome however, but not with one person but with many. The more that are masterminding the greater the odds. Where did all this information come from? Well, apparently, it was channeled from the entity called Kirael which is referred to as a "7th Dimensional Being". Wow, a 7th dimensional being in a 3d/4d world!!! Well, its not so fascinating when you realize that there are much more dimensions than that, much more, possibly an infinite number. AND, we as a human race have the potential to move beyond the 7th dimension in physical form. Plus, all we are, are spiritual beings in physical form, so we are potentially just as capable as any entity, even this entity Kireal and others such as Kryon to receive our information. We don't need a non physical being to tell us the future or what to do or find out what we haven't discovered yet. We have it all within and the more b\we exercise that Truth, we receive it more.

Now, here is where the whole hypocrisy and the real nature of this organization comes into play. My husband, who is a software engineer, and when the their forum was hacked, he had offered to fix it. My husband was also interested in some of the materials that they had spoke of. He even called into their radio show a few times with questions. However, much of his questions were to challenge and open up more of the Truth. Since, he had fixed their forum and had done a good job, they wanted him to do programming on their new website and proposed an agreement to work on the programming side of their new site while some one else would do the design work. My husband offered under the market value of what it was worth to program a website...

Now, there was this woman, her name is Janet, that I knew from another forum and coincidental we were interested in the Honolulu Church of Light around the same time. In fact, she was banned from this other forum we were on based on the fact that she tried to over step what everyone else was saying and forced her feelings and beliefs upon others to the point that she was very over bearing. Clearly, I could feel that her intentions were not from the right place. I knew, deeply within her she wanted to be noticed for something. Knowing this, I knew that she was not good for me so I had pushed myself away from her. Many times, she wanted to connect with me and be friends but I did not want to completely entwine with her. When she had left the other forum she was very involved with the Church. They even took workshops of the HC of L. However, my husband and I were not drawn to do that. I knew that I did not need that. I knew that I did not need to learn how to heal, I was already a healer which most people can do. You certainly do not need to pay $300 to learn how to -- come on! What was even more interesting was that the HC of L asked my husband to host a workshop in Florida. I had mentioned this to my former friend, Janet, and she was very surprised that they asked my husband and I to be hosts when we didn't attend any workshops. My comment to her was that we had not made a complete decision if we wanted to host or not. I can sense her jealousy, frustration, etc. Then, in a separate phone conversation, I had mentioned to her that the HC of L had sent a proposal to my husband asking my husband to review to see if he was interested in taking on the new website project. Again, I sensed her jealousy, frustration, etc. Our call ended quickly after that. This was about the last time I spoke with her. I had sent her an email not to long after saying that I could not continue our interaction.

In that time frame, Janet, had gone to the organization right after and literally manipulated her way to have some type of influence in the organization. She offered her design services for free and eventually they were so open to the "freeness" that they asked her if she could update the old website. In doing so, she received all the necessary access she needed on the website host system. Upon doing that, the website had gone down for a period of time. She tried to indirectly blame it on my husband meanwhile it was her own doing. My husband had warned them not to give her the full control but they did not listen, they liked the "freeness".

The designer of the new website did not fall through however, they had no problem with my husband's work. They were going to re do the whole proposal process because they needed a different design. However, this time, Janet and her husband were in control and dubbed as the project managers. They wanted my husband to show them how he does his work however, my husband declined because he felt deceit and manipulation from them. The church left it that once they're ready to do the website they'll contact my husband. Months went by and we contacted them a few times, reason being that My husband was offered another private contract position, this is the irony, It was from the designer that HCOL fired, inorder to have a "freebie" This designer is the one who has designed Neal Donald Walsh's "Conversation with God " AND now my husband is programming for him and his Humanity's Team. Which is funny how the tides turned for something even better for Marco my husband. Janet and her husband wanted so much to have their site advertised on in an area that they felt had alot of traffic and felt they would benefit from it some how. This hopefully is a huge lesson for everyone par-taking on this sort act. That if you are NOT operating from a true center, much to your surprise you will be called out on the carpet eventually.

Time goes by, the world kept turning..

Last week, I noticed that their website had been updated. My husband was informed by a

*Reverend* Carol that she would be contacting him when they would proceed to do the new website. No word with the Church prior to the new website. Listen even if they decided to go with the "Freebie" All the time Marco had put into that site on many levels, deserved far better treatment than what he experienced being this is a church of love and healing...However, Janet and her husband used my husband's proposed idea. Marco and I were annoyed for many reasons and the deceitfulness with all parties.. My husband sent Fred Sterling and Rev. Carol an email but they did not respond as of today which just proves the feelings I have felt all along. Janet and her husband put themselves on the website in the 3rd person Thanking themselves for the ones being behind the new website, publicized their business and didn't care if they stepped on someone else in the process.I sure hope they feel like hero's now.. Fred Sterling took it as a freebie. So my friends, where does the true value of what they say lie? This is an example of those that pretend to walk in the Light with taped on halo's. Shouting from the roof tops that they are of Goodness and Love and Healing, And my intuition about what I was feeling all along was true, the Hcol and Janet. That is why Spirit would not extend an open hand allowing me to make any steps forward with them, Here is an even funnier situation People on the forum had posted a warm Thank you for the person who had fixed the board when it was down for a period of time. That will show you how Marco (my husband) was not looking for anything. He Knew God would provide, and take care of our needs, wants, and desires. We are friends with quite a few that 'BELONGED" to the HCOL and feel pretty much the same way after viewing their own perceptions from the side lines as well. They knew of Janet as well and are quite shocked by her actions.

I know that with every action comes a reaction and the Truth of the Light will prevail. That is how we live, love and breathe as a whole.

There are 3 forums, that I have witnessed in the last year and everyone of them, have proven to be unsuccessful and have served as a catalyst for others to truly awaken even higher to themselves. Some as far as abuse in theirs. Why would one want to be abused, and beaten down by someone who is obviously being lead by their own ego some how and their own inner blockages..You have to be willing to Want to listen and learn. You have to be willing to choose a better situation and let go of your own feelings that need clearing and work through the imbalances. The core.

Heart of the soul. Not alot more can be done unless you are willing. Really willing too.

With every level we pass there is a new one to delve into, and I understand that everyone goes through their own levels and need to go through on their own and in their own time. But here is the catch, I do not have to be apart of them, if they affect me in some way. We do not have to put ourselves in position to surround ourselves with "people, places and things" that do not serve our growth and being. We are at a place of really Loving the truth of who we are.No one can tell you how to Love or how it is for you to really be. You will know..