I know the secret..

I awoke this morning with no idea that today would be the day that I really get to know my own secret. or at least that is what I felt. I was in the kitchen making tea and I realized in a split second, that no sleep no matter how much would ever allow me the whole potenial of the rest I truly need. That it was not in the hours or numbers or even days or nights, it was not in what I have been told or taught. This was a pure evolement of myself. Tiredness is there for us to be in a state of lightness, a state of letting go of, a state of not having the energy to hang on to things that does not matter,. all in that second I realized the tiredness that I have been in is for my own good. It is to "show me that it is about letting it all go... about freeing my mind, and letting myself walk in a way that nothing is keeping me held back. What a true blessing, The fact that many "try" to get the rest they need, and they try to accomodate there schedules, and they revolve around the pattern of time,and settings. "And still wake with that feeling of tiredness" they still do not seem to fu-fill the amount they want too. Yes... want too Control all about controlling what you think you need and what you have been told to do..
My 10 month old has not slept 1 night through since she was been born.. she does not eat food only soy formula and will not conform to any schedule at all..Not one do I blame her at first It was so frustrating and felt like a hassle for me. But she has shown me how to let go more, more and more and more. She has been blessed to me to show me how to be free. Make no plans, plan nothing, go with the flow of life. my life her life our life. to be as it should be. Journeying our selves to the center of what ever comes our way. I hope you see this as some sort of an eye opener as I have,.
angel hugs,
-Donna