IN THE HEART OF THE CORE:))

HOW to understand the goal of what we are accomplishing and what we have set forth to gain.
I am under-going a massive amounts of what is going on right now. It will not make sense to you if you are not "open" to the shiftings. I have been experiencing right now energy being squished out and seperated from me. It is not going away fast enough for me. I go to sleep with the feeling that I am connected to the realm and can do just about anything and I have been dreaming massively and usually about family of this lifetime. They are in alot of segments. I have not been resting all through the night because, I have a 11month old who herself has been tranisitioning with us through the change. she awakes every 2-3 hours and awakes screaming, to only go back after she is rocked a bit to sleep.... Isabella is a highly evolved being and is under going many leaps and strides for us. she is working with anything that I am unable to work with. I cannot hold her all the time, because our "energies" ignite us both and it is like "electric volts" going through us. We touch with our energy within and we are able to gaze into eachothers eyes and see through to who we are and send love.... I love her so very much and she has brought "new" gates of wonders to me and my family.... She makes me trust myself and understand myself even better of the spiritual person that has always been there....Human angels..... There is no words that could possible be said to explain this, you would have be a person to "feel" what I am saying. I had listened in on a phone conference this week and I had realised that this person that was holding it has really stood upin her power and is playing a very essential role right now in re-minding us to stay true to who we are and call on our ANGELS when we need their assistance even more. That we are going through a very superceding time and we need to know that need to stand in our strengths right now, and beam our light force up!!!! and reach out. I do really agree with her, I have not long ago felt a distance between her and I, and felt that maybe we were working at different places and spaces.... and I just needed to let go.. So I did...Only to be brought back into a New Light and a new understanding!!! ...I am never afraid to say that others may have something that I need to learn from and I do not know everything.. I actually enjoy the fact of expressing that right now, I have seen alot fo others afraid to admitt that they get information from others and have learned a bit of confirmation from other writings..... I for a long time had not been permitted by spirit to really read anything or entwine in other peoples writings until I had been strong enough to with stain my own empathic abilities and could stand firm in what I knew was true to me...This way I would know the difference between my feelings of Truth or others.. Now I am drawn to read or surf time to time bits and pieces of what I am learning or creating or sometimes out of boredom just gaze a bit... I call it my off time to just drift, it is funny because it never really serves anything at that moment but, eventually I can see it had lead me to another direction.............I have been stopping that more and more... and trusting my own conversations with my higher self... WAVE ON WAVE...LOL

I believe that more and more changes to our systems will take place now.. I believe that our school systems will change immediately now.. Maybe it will just stop on the dime!!!! or maybe someone will make a grand entrance to stir up the melting pot .....either way it will happen....I see that more and more concepts of the new energy will promote better understandings for those that do not understand completely yet." you will!!!! but know that there is a new clearer smell that they cannot put there finger on ....:)) Rest assure you will::)))
I am one to right now to start a new Idea::))) how about we change our positons our directions and allow new Ideas to start happening.. start small... if you need too.. I no longer waddle in the water I dive right in and just go...... I have been able to see for me that is the best way Because if I put any notions in the blitz of my way that will barracade me from setting sail...I have the heavenly father working in me to pat me when I do good and to pat me when I am hesitant. I walk with stride and spirit and a knowing that it is just going to be what I want it to be. I just know that it is always going to be even better than the minutes before. This tooth paste feeling the squeezing the ouch!!! the when is this ever ending is and will be done soon enough and when it is... it is even better than before..I have a complete picture that has color and vibrance and settings that have not been there before.. It is just getting to that point of accepting the what is happening and not focusing on it all the time..you can feel it and work with it..as a team...
a cup of tea, a massage, easy listening music, softer tones, sunlight, shade, water, cold, or hot, chocolates or beans, protein or salad, light color clothes or all white. napping or exercising. pick your feeling or need or heart intent for that minute and go with it. Do you need to take a different way to work? or do you need to have a sandwhich for breakfast? you do not have to stay in a structure zone. you do not need to be told how and what to do...you pick it you choose it by how you feel. do you need a friend ? or maybe you like be alone for awhile... you choose it
It is not right or wrong it just is.. do you need to cleanse? or do you need to just be quiet and soak in the tub? or maybe walk for an hour in your house, backyard maybe crawl on the floor and roll a round and be goofy >> you choose what ever you need for you to feel good..

I change myself every minute, I never have a set schedule if I do I feel insane..I feel pushed up against the wall and get extremely frustrated and have to find my way out by what feels good..
I bought a horse 3 weeks ago, Sunday her name is I bought her on Sunday..no planning not set schedule just did ...I love horses I love their abilites to heal everything and there free nature there get up and go..giddy-up...freedom and the kids love the horse they bonded instantly. we learn the horse the horse learns us, do we need a book? No! Do we need a manuel? No!
Just that simple...I wanted a vacation I said I would like to go on vacation every weekend.. So I have..It is just that simple..Believe it!! and it happens!! Trust it!! and it happens..
Does that mean I do not have moments-- of questioning-- of course I do..But when I am set forward to share and push---and stand in my power --I do!!
What is happening with ourselves is the Relic to our I's happening and it is maintaining the Gold..We will!!
If you are one who feels you have been ""jipped"" and had ((not)) gotten what you wanted out of situations and your situations seem to keep and I stress keep comming back around to that same spot, you need toreevaluate why???? what is it that you keep doing???? Is it control?Is it you are set so much in your own ideas and ways that you will not give a chance for anything to tranform?? if so you have been creating this reality for yourself...you have been your own doom and gloom...you have used your power and have overly stepped your spacewith your own fears..of not having.... or not getting.... do you want to change that?? you are the only one that can....It is possible...and it takes time and pureness...