Walk Through This with me::))

It seems to me that I have made a touch down. I have landed on something really absorbing and all I have been trying to do since is adjust the alignment. The past 2 weeks have been filled with high adjustments, as if we are scrunched together side by side and are just blending in elbow to elbow..It feels sideways to me.not up and down .. I have felt as if "hey get out of my way a bit please. Or hold on you are taking up to much space. Breathe in a bit.. I landed from my trip up North to begin a flight within. I have had turbulance and a feeling as if I am lost.. I feel These words."I hate it here" and how much longer?? I almost feel as if I have one more chance to get it right too.. Let me tell you how uncomfortable it is when you have 3 little ones looking at you saying ...never mind what you feel today ..take care of us... and all you want to do is pull the covers over your head and say..I will wake up when I am able too..Do not rush me right now..please everyone!!! This tiny little thorn in my side seems to show up when ever it wants too.. I have 2 things that really seem to matter most right now..
1. Making changes that are bigger than lightening..
2. Conquering the feelings of every little change.
I am figuring out new methods to centering and clearing, new ones. new ways. not just mediatation, and breathing deep, yes they are grand beginners and have worked at one time or another, but not any longer not in the same way for me at least. I just know I am connected and I am.. and I just want answers and they appear. My main objective is to have others to placed in a conduit and land there immediately without to much to do. I have noticed that when you tilt your head and neck a certain way you are able to design a connection even greater. I am gathering information that is being stored in my memory banks that will eventually spill out to filter through a setting that can explain in really great details. I have thrown away alot fo my older concepts inorder to make room for all the information to channel through.
This has been exciting and will be able to assist in areas that have not been walked on yet. I am ready to absorb as much details as I am giving this is a real treat to me.. This is like a new ice cream flavor.. That is about to break through and be explored...

I have been lessened back once again in utilizing my Gifts to assist others especially on keen, Not because I am not willing or because I have lost the desire. Actually it is because I amgaining more knowedge right now to really be able to provide bigger and services and make an a Real Impact with information that will be stored within to be able to access it when ever they need to and become so much dependent on what they already have. This is really a blessing taking place. The Angels have been working not very close right now but close enough for me to get it on my own. We have more of a side by side connection running right next to eachother. This has allowed me to become very aquainted in a way that makes me "one of them" lol
We joke, we sympathize, we create alot of the new Ideas that have been flowing through, My channelings as I have called them I believe a new name for that will be taking place very shortly. If you have been wondering what in the world is happening and is anyone else feeling this as well in the same manner, I am sure that by now if you have read my last weeks inserts you have seen how much has moved from within and now on th eoutside as well.
Do you esire a New Home, inside or outside it is building as I write this. Your home will be built on what you have stored inside your soul and how much you are willing to allow the God in you to connect with the energy. Make no mistake everything will change.... My connection changed from my angels, to mother Mary and all the Ascended Masters to Jesus and That has lead me home. I had a internal map that "read" This way and you are here.(X) and the rest just flowed through AND started to be born within and meld together at a higher level. Changing day by day and watching that cocoon change to that butterfly and what a process it has been and without any delay it has performed the most unifying experience that has shattered me to a billion pieces with gladness..
angel hugs,